@curvingends

What is your horoscope?

2012-03-17T10:44:00.000+08:00

I think I'm the only Aquarian who I know fits like most of what people says about Aquarius (some of them are definitely NOT true for me haha) Zodiac City's quite accurate - well I just looked through for fun and here are some Aquarius traits that quite fit me |ʘ‿ʘ)╯

When an Aquarius starts stressing out about too many things to do, they typically step aside and do nothing at all.
An Aquarius decides how they should treat you mostly based on how you treat them first.
Aquarius prefers to hear all sides of the story before forming their own opinion.
You may never know an Aquarius is worried or stressed because they can appear very cool and calm in their demeanor.
An Aquarius doesn't mind being asked to do something but they resent being told they have to do it.
Aquarians hate not getting the credit and gratitude they deserve, but they keep quiet most of the time.

lmao excuse me, what a random blog post this is, because I was looking through Zodiac City and thus this post~

AND PFFFT I WOULD HAVE BOUGHT SHINEE'S NEW ALBUM IF I DON'T HAVE A LIBRARY FINE WITH OVER 30 FREAKIN' BUCKS OKAY /SOBBING RN

SHINee Sherlock Medley

2012-03-16T21:42:00.001+08:00

ASJDKLSJJFHAIUFNXNVXCM,NIWVCMSADJLAJL!!!!11!1111!!#12Ekjdiwsd

Dancing arts

2012-03-16T12:59:00.000+08:00

via pixiv

Omg isn't this just plain awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
/totally fangirling over the art here/

Excuse me

2012-03-16T00:32:00.001+08:00

Haven't cry so much in a long time. My head and eyes hurt like shiiiiiiat now. Was planning to revise for my block test today. PLAN FAILED. fffffffffff wth was I doing, crying instead of studying, damn what a waste of time.

Who cares about titles

2012-03-15T23:06:00.001+08:00

Damn this shit. Seriously. Got into a great fight with my sister earlier on and now I can't stop crying. Now, when I say 'fight' I mean like, really fighting, with hitting and stuff. And no, I'm not crying because of the fight. I'm the person who started it - I know it's my fault, whenever something happened and if it's my fault, I just know that it is, I won't find any excuse for myself to run away from.
Despite all that, during times like this when I'm in a bad mood, I can't help but cry because I'll come to realize that there's actually nobody that I can talk to in the entire world, nobody to ask me what is wrong, nobody who can understand me well. Yep I feel bad for saying this but I'm also the fault that I don't have close friends like others have, I'm probably the most awkward person in the world and I feel awkward being close to somebody and I'm actually scared of revealing myself to others because I know nobody's gonna like that side of me since I'm so childish and mean and selfish, and not to mention, competitive. On the surface I may be some nice girl who talks and laughs with you, but how would you know that I actually dislike you? Ugh idk, I'm actually the meanest and the most horrible person I've ever known. I'm not beautiful on the outside, neither am I beautiful on the inside.
Even though I know that I'm not a nice person, I do things that upset people often, I still wish that I have somebody who I can trust fully and tell everything to. Well I used to have one person who I can talk to. But that one person left without know that he/she's the only person who I can actually tell everything to. I want somebody who I can whine about all my troubles and childish things to, and won't judge me for who I actually am on the inside.
Fuck this. I am crying so hard now. This is plain dumb. I'm going to regret writing this post but if I don't blog this I'll probably kill myself because I seriously have no other people to talk to. Because nobody cares, okay? Well I know there are people who cares, but I just can't bring myself to share that different side of me with them. I wish I am more outgoing and friendly too, I wish I am not so awkward and that I don't have so many friends who have drifted away from me.
It's kinda sad to realize that one day everyone's going to drift away from me. So if everyone going to leave me one do why should I bother trying to love them? Love only hurts. It can make you strong, but it can also make you vulnerable to pain. It can make you feel so rejected and depressed. I'm still not sure what I had felt before was 'love', how would you know what love is really like. But after what I had felt, I realize I can't bring myself to feel that way for any others.
Ugh wth I'm starting not to make any sense already.

My eyes are so going to get freaking swollen tomorrow. :(

I hate how after I got into a fight with my sis she'll always be complaining about it everyone she knows, and post it everywhere - Facebook, twitter, her audi friends etc I can't even. She wants the whole world to know that she's right and blah blah blah while I just sit here with my thoughts all jumbled up in my mind without anybody to talk to.

Lolwut.

Life is Like a Boat

2012-03-13T17:58:00.000+08:00

Rie Fu - Life is Like a Boat

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on your way
The waves would guide you through another day

Tooku de iki o shiteru, Toumei ni natta mitai
(I'm breathing in the distance, as if I've turned transparent)
Kurayami ni omoeta kedo, Mekakushi sareteta dake
(I thought it had gotten dark, but I was merely blindfolded)

Inori o sasagete, Atarashii hi o matsu
(I offer a prayer and wait for a new day)
Azayaka ni hikaru umi, Sono hate made
(To the ends of the ocean that shines vividly)

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

Hito no kokoro wa utsuri yuku, Nukedashitaku naru
(People's hearts change, so I want to slip out)
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de, Fune o tsureteku
(The moon in its new cycle brings along the boat again)

And every time I see your face,
the oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
and soon I can see the shore

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong

Tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku, Odayaka na hi mo
(The journey is still continuing on, on the calm days, too)
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de, fune o terashidasu
(The moon in its new cycle begins to shine on the boat again)

Inori o sasagete, Atarashii hi o matsu
(I offer a prayer and wait for a new day)
Azayaka ni hikaru umi, Sono hate made
(To the ends of the ocean that shines vividly)

And every time I see your face,
the oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
and soon I can see the shore
Unmei no fune o kogi, nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to watashi-tachi o osou kedo
(Rowing the boat of fate, the waves attack us)
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne; Dore mo suteki na tabi ne
(But that's also a wonderful journey; they're all wonderful journeys)

《女孩壞壞》

2012-03-12T12:19:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG. I'm such a failed S.H.E fan I didn't know that Ella's gonna have movie... with MIKE HE ZOMFG 3RD OF APRIL I AM SO EXCITED RIGHT NOW AJKSDSKAFKSDHKAH XD It's going to be goooood *A* The theme song is fabulous max too, though it'll be even better if Hebe and Selina are in this together /sobs/

OMGOMGOMGK.

Who to speak to?

2012-03-11T19:04:00.000+08:00

I found this list really interesting, I wonder where it came from though. @@

Do you know, how stupid it is, not being able to blog about whatever I want to, when it's MY blog lol...

Someday's Gone

2012-03-11T15:19:00.001+08:00

An awesome song :')

[5.13pm]
Ugh okay updating this blog entry because something just pissed me off on tumblr. The last time somebody reposted my gif was when I was still using my previous blog, so it has been quite some time since people repost my stuff (or maybe they did, just that I didn't notice :\) and it's so hajsdhshfkjsdkkfa. Omg I have no idea where to start ranting. Reason why I can't rant on my tumblr account - PEOPLE JUDGE. Hey fuck this everybody judges. I'm okay here since lesser people comes to my personal blog and it's not like something a lot people will bother reading. I know, posting things online and expecting them to continue belonging to you and only you is plain stupid and naive. IT'S THE INTERNET FOR GOD'S SAKE. NOTHING IS PRIVATE. People come and go and take your stuff as and when they want to, and not a single person's going to give a fucking shit to it. I'm saying here that reposters should rot in hell ahjsdhsjkafhksdhf because I'm feeling really pissed off right now and I need to vent my anger and disappointment lol okay I had calmed down perhaps I won't be pissed anymore (but I'll be, a little bit ahjsdkshjkfsd ugh wtf)
I was so proud of this gif and people who I'm following even reblogged this. I WAS SO TEMPTED TO UNFOLLOW EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM WHO REBLOGGED THE REPOSTED ONES. Okay I know I'm being childish saying all these I should understand how the internet works and yada yada if I don't want reposters then I shouldn't even be posting any shitz at all and keep everything to myself. Yup yup I understand all of those bullshits and stuffs but I'm upset now k. They have no idea how mean I am. If you can see what I'm imagining right now that will happen to the reposter you'll cry omg. Nobody has any idea how much I've always been suppressing. You're lucky that you're not going to die a horrible death. MEHHHH ~~HOPE YOU DIE LOL.~~

OKAY. At least I've calmed down a little bit now. Still pissed though ugh wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf. I can't do anything about since I can't access to anybody's askbox (stupid error thingy you're the one who should just go ROT IN HELL DAMN YOU ERROR I HATE YOU) and it's kinda sad cuz nobody cares. :D
Well. It's not like I give a shit to other people when their gifs got reposted too. But hey I don't even have a chance to give a shit BECAUSE I CAN'T. #foreveralone&powerless Okay. Chill.
Sobz I love Rukia and Inoue ;_;

HAHAHA BYE. Wait. One more thing. Like wtf, I had noticed that this tumblr user liked the one I posted but she reblogged from the reposter? WTF WAS THAT WTF WAS THAT ON PURPOSE THAT PISSED ME OFF -.-

K I need to act like an adult and not get so pissed off by a ~~lame ugly fucking idiotic stupid~~ reposter.

"Let’s meet back here one day…"

2012-03-10T01:10:00.001+08:00

“We are leaving this place in order to make our dreams come true! And once that happens… Even if we are split apart, let’s meet back here one day… And the three of us will celebrate together!”

MY GOD. SO MUCH TEARS FOR NARUTO SHIPPUDEN EP 253.
It's just so sad ahsjdfkhsjafhjkhfjhs. Konan, Yahiko and Nagato were precious little kids and they were so freaking kind and nice and cute and ~~fuwa fuwa~~ WHY DID THEY HAVE TO DIE THIS IS SO UNFAIR. Those days they spent together with Jiraiya omg - I wish they could go back to those days again, days filled with laughter and happiness, instead of their life out there when they're older which was filled with blood and tears and pain. OMG PAIN PAIN PEIN omg let me cry all over again agbsdsajfhdjkhfjksdhka ;_;
If only Yahiko didn't died. He and Konan would have been together all ~happily ever after~ and Nagato could have found some nice girl ~~like me~~ and if Jiraiya didn't die they would have all meet up again someday in their secret hideout again omg omg omg they would all one day start thinking about the past and reminisce on those days they had spent with their Jiraiya sensei and Jiraiya too they would all decide to go back to the hideout and COINCIDENTALLY they'll meet each other then. Realizing how long it has been since they last saw each other they would all start laughing and ending up shedding some tears and those small smiles that holds a thousand feelings.

SHIT. I'M CRYING NOW.

I can totally imagine the whole scene omg it would have been so beautiful and precious. Would have been. Well it can actually happen, maybe t-their spirits will all meet up there and they'll smile at each other and be all happy and stay at the hideout together or something. And Jiraiya would go back to visit Tsunade sometimes in her dreams.
ASDHJKFHKSDJVJKDSFFJDKSVHKXNVUJWEIF ZOMG I STILL HATE THE FACT THAT THEY ALL DIED. WTF.
Well actually I think they all did managed to get back together because if you look at the scene that I had gif-ed it's the blocks at their hideout. When it's flipped to red it's means that they're in the house but if it's turned to the white (with a cute frog) side it means that they're out of the house. So we know that Yahiko and Nagato didn't get to flip theirs because the enemy attacked them before they could so when they died their spirits will actually go back to the house? ;_; And as for Konan she flipped her block but after she died one of her paper got stained by her blood and turned red and flew back to the hideout to slowly land in front of her block to cover it so it's as though saying that she's back together with Nagato and Yahiko (sobs) I could practically hear her say "tadaima..." as the paper landed in front of her block omg. :')

Ya know, there's a scene where when the trio was about to leave their hideout but were attacked so they escaped through the trapdoor thingy? And they came out from the other side of the house and slowly left the place and we can see that the scene faded to show how that place looks like now. THAT SCENE HOLDS SO MUCH MEANING OMG THE GRASS THERE AROUND THE EXIT for the trapdoor has gotten so much taller because soooo much time has past and they were never back again and now their hideout were all old and dingy because /sobs/ THERE'S NOBODY TO CLEAN UP THE PLACE BECAUSE THEY WILL NEVER BE BACK AGAIN OMG :'(

May them all rest in peace. :(

Surf N Sweat 2012 & Send-off

2012-03-05T22:18:00.001+08:00

18th February was a... um, fun day. Well I had a life that day so I think I should blog about it since my blog was dead during that time and I have so much stuff that I want to blog about (AND MY BIRTHDAY AHSDKSFSDHAJFHKSAD OMG)
First, CIP for Surf N Sweat @ Sentosa! ZOMFG 20 HOURS OF CIP HUAT ARH. It started out sucky. Reeeeeeally sucky. We woke up at like 4am+ early in the morning just to bathe and stuff before rushing off to Sentosa and when we reached there, all we did were just sitting down and waiting for the event to start at like 11am? 9am? I CAN'T REMEMBER HAHAHA. And so we lepak around and Shaun and other peeps as usual, played with their frisbee and so I joined. Apparently Shaun now has already forgotten I was on his team then because I was too insignificant (ouch!). I can't play frisbee for god's sake omg how I wish that I'm good at all sports that people/team mates can actually depend on me during games by passing the ball (or whatever it is for that game) to me. Meh nobody trusts me during sports anyway I don't even get the chance to try. OH WELL.
:(
OKAY OMG SORRY FOR DRIFTING AWAY FROM THE MAIN TOPIC OMG. So anyway after everything yada yada and I sat out after frisbee-ing for a while and waited waited waited until it was time for the event. BUT NO. That STILL didn't mark the start for our job zomg. Sat at the back of this small lorry/van thingy vehicle for around an hour before we finally arrive at our destination - I mean, how big can Sentosa be ugh wth they keep driving a bit and then left us alone (~~to rot~~) so most of us fell asleep eventually lmao what the heck ikr.
SO. When we finally arrived at our destination it was already quite late and we're supposed to be doing belaying (go google the word if you don't know what I'm talking about, lol) so we waited waited waited again and bought loads of food from the 7eleven (OH MAN THE FOOD THERE WAS SURE EXP K AND SENTOSA SOMEMORE LEH AHSJDHASJD) cuz I was getting really famished :'(
When our job finally started we had to wait for people to arrive at our station for the high elements activities and help but putting the ropes by being the second belayer or the fourth belayer or just simply helping the participants put on their helmets and harness and stuff like that. It was actually quite fun in the end because we volunteers also got to try out one of the high elements in the end omg. Can't believe I actually trembled when I was high up there meh meh meh it was the string's fault though it was too unstable for me ajksdhskjfhksa wut. I like being a belayer but I have no idea why. Maybe it was because it was fun shouting all the command words. "Team am I on belay?" "BELAY ON!" I like shotuing, maybe that's all. HAHA. The professionals (what do you call them I have no idea @@) there were friendly too and joked around with us :D:D:D
Too bad the sun was freaking scorching I ended up looking like a lobster along with Mandy and Angela omg. The sunburnt was so bad it hurts like mad (ooh that actually rhymes (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧) but of course I had recovered by now (it's already March oh shiiiiitz)

Went to the airport with Mandy to send Mag off after Surf N Sweat. She's going to Australia for six years to become a Veterinarian omg almost cried even though I'm not close to her because I saw how sad all her close friends are ;_; She's going to come back as a beautiful doctor, god bless :)

Do you know what you love?

2012-03-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

School was like a blah today. OMG UGH I ALWAYS SO SO SO MUCH TO BLOG ABOUT BUT BY THE TIME I REACH I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT I WANTED TO BLOG ABOUT ANYMORE OMG WTHHHHH. Perhaps I should jot down some notes next time. Hmmm.

orz

Katy Perry - "E.T." (feat. Kanye West) Official Lyrics Video

2012-03-05T21:05:00.001+08:00

THIS IS TOO AWESOME. No I'm not posting this for the song, I'm actually posting this for the video itself. ALL THOSE AWESOME FONTS. BADASS MAX OMG JUST ME FANGIRL OVER THEM ALL *O* I only saw this recently because I hadn't bother to look at the lyrics video for E.T. since it already has an official music video then omg #slow orz BUT STILL! Probably one of the coolest lyrics video ever /whistle

これが俺たちのギルド！！

2012-03-04T15:12:00.000+08:00

"This is our guild!" 「これが俺たちのギルド！！」
Omg Fairy Tail episode 120 was so so so epic. OMG OMG OMG. Started crying halfway because everyone's so freaking awesome OMG NATSU LAXUS LUCY (oh btw I saw a giraffe called Lucy at the zoo yesterday haha) WENDY GAJEEL GRAY ERZA MAKAROV LEVY FREED HAPPY CHARLE PANTHERLILY MIRAJANE CANA ELFMAN EVERYONE AHDGJSGHAFKJAHSDKJFH OMG SO MUCH LOVE FOR FAIRY TAIL ;_;

Heh. Shall blog about the trip to zoo yesterday the next time~

My stomach is growling right now

2012-03-03T01:03:00.001+08:00

Ugh wth I should have update faster instead of being so lazy all the time hahaha I can't remember like 60% of what I wanted to blog about already. My mood has been going up and down the roller coasters these days - there are times when I'm happy and content while there are also times when I feel like killing some particular person. Heh. But you would never know, because of my awkward poker face lmao.

Oh yaaaaa. The day before my ulcer hurts so freaking much I had to apply the paste thingy to school so I couldn't utter a single word at all and omg it was really horrible and I was so NOT in a good mood lol. But anyway. People keep pissing me off these days - you guys seriously don't understand how left out I always feel haha, perhaps even more than any of you guys. (k not gonna elaborate on that if not people are going to hate me hahaha) No I don't show anything because I think it's lame to care about such stuff and what's the point of making friends I'm so ignorant and not a nice person hajsdhjaskfd blergh. There are too many times I ~~would rather~~ refer to a02 people as my classmates instead of friends, because there's actually a huge difference, lol.
Well actually most of the days I feel fine, maybe I had typed everything on impulse earlier on, so bleh I'll probably so fine eventually (cuz I have my husband ahdgjsaghfjkshkdja HOHOHO) oh who cares anyway? Who's going to give a shit? LOL NOBODY.

So freaking hungry right now. :(
CIP @ zoo tomorrow, gotta wake up early! No Fairy Tail for me tomorrow morning then, because usually I'll wait in front of my comp and at like 10am plus I'll keep on refreshing the page until a new episode of ft pops up and I'll like ASHJDHJKFHVCXBDJKAHJKHSD TIME TO DOWNLOAD

Etto... You can ignore the title for the post, it's always some random stuff that I only typed in after typing the entire post, haha. No link eh. But I'm really hungry :'(

Cross Country 2012 & random stuff

2012-03-01T00:39:00.003+08:00

OMG I LOVE NEL. (who cares if this gif's not getting any notes - I LOVE NEL K) Well actually I'll like any female anime characters as long as they aren't too much of a crybaby who needs the male protagonist or some other strong guy to come save them all the time simply because they are too weak. Bleach has plenty of strong and cool characters who I simply adore, and even though I haven't catch up with the latest episodes, I love most of their characters :D Yoruichi and Soifon are both too fabulous max *A* Male characters will be ICHIGO OF COURSE IT'S ICHIGO he's the best isn't he... though I love Hitsugaya, Grimmjow, Byakuya too and many other kawaii characters ahsdjsghjfhsdja. Okay back to Nel. She's so lovely omg I remember crying for her she's such a nice espada and I love the seiyuu for her she sounds so cute XD Nnoitra was being a ~~bitch~~ bastard for attacking her ugh wth.

Anyway! Cross Country ~~today~~ yesterday @ ECP~ Walked the 3.6km with Qianying talking about random stuff and had free milo from the milo van after that. You know what, free milo from the milo van always taste better than how milo taste normally - for me lah, lol. AND MASS DANCE SHAKE IT WOOHOO. I wish I still remember the dance steps omg, and I'm quite happy that I actually tried to dance to it instead of standing at one side awkwardly doing nothing while looking at others dance. PAH that would have been so noob. Because I always love mass dance :) Who cares if I looked stupid? (well actually I do care omg hahaha)

Went to Dhoby Ghaut for lunch with Weiyan, Mandy and Qianying after that at JustAcia. Yam icecream huat ah!

OMG I WOULD HAVE ORDERED MORE FOOD IF I DON'T HAVE THIS UGLY DISGUSTINGLY HUGE ULCER THAT IS HURTING CONSTANTLY. YES. IT STILL HURTS NOW EVEN AS I'M TYPING THIS LOL IT HURTS EVERY SINGLE SECOND SINCE IDK WHEN I AM DYING K BUT I AM STRONG SOBZ. LOL shit this I complain too much about my ulcer - but this time's really a horrible one cuz I accidentally bit the corner of my mouth like three time like omfg and it seems like my "vampire teeth" has gotten sharper haha maybe I'm turning into a vampire soon. Haha. Haha.

Okay sorry that wasn't even funny orz T-T

And then I came back home to sleep and sleep and sleep like a pig. The end.

-.-

queen of awkwardness

2012-02-28T22:09:00.001+08:00

I'm probably the most awkward person in the entire world. Seriously. Guys. Don't praise me okay. I take like five to ten minutes to think up a reply for every single ask on Tumblr that has people praising my blog. Because I'll be like, um, if I reply this way I may sound too casual and if I reply that way I may sound like I'm stuck up or something and should I reply privately or publicly omg I'm going to faint. And before publishing I'll stare at my own reply for like another 5 minutes before I finally muster up my courage to click "publish post" omg kill me please that's how awkward I am. People must be wondering why I'm so slow at replying ;_; SHIIIIIIAT @@ I THINK I'M ACTUALLY AFRAID OF COMPLIMENTS PEOPLE SHOULD INSULT ME MORE.

Weird day today. Freaking sleepy that I fell asleep on the bus ride home. On another girl who's like a primary school or secondary school student's LAP. HER FREAKING LAP. K well actually I don't remember doing that. Weiyan's the one who told me about it. Shit and then I laughed damn hard about it after reading her text... by myself on another bus. /awkward/ Apparently everyone on the bus was staring at me. AND I DIDN'T KNOW. OMG KILL ME PLEASE OTL THAT WAS REALLY EMBARRASSING.

All I ever do in school these days is complain about this huge and disgusting ulcer I have in my mouth. Oh god it's so freaking big I can't even talk, eat or drink properly, let alone sing, wth. I hope my mouth won't end up rotting or anything D:

Cross Country tomorrow! :D

any idea

2012-02-27T20:46:00.002+08:00

You will never know how happy I was the first time I heard you speak my name.
You will never know how in love I was with you. So much in love that I used to think that I can die for you.

stinky brownies and afternoon pe

2012-02-27T20:24:00.001+08:00

Imagine my shock when I came home from school earlier on to find my sis just going out with another guy from her school. From our house. My god. Since I didn't actually witness the guy in our house, I can't really start accusing my sis of doing... weird things in at home o_o ~~plus that guy isn't even cute~~ Well I'm kind of worried about my sis's situation these days. She can talk on the phone with some guy from day till night with like an hour or two breaks somewhere in between those phone calls. LIKE, WTH?! Very suspicious. K I admit I'm kinda protective of her. Though I never say anything about it. BUT. UGH.

Anyway. School ended at 5.30pm today omfgholyshitz I'm so sleepy now. And it's not like there's a lot of lessons today - with two 1.5hour breaks and another 1 hour break. Spend some time during the first break discussing the difference between lambs, sheeps and goats with weiyan and qianying lmao I have no idea what we were doing.
Now, it could have been boring, long breaks but we were going around selling brownies today to raise funds for our class's service learning project (which is happening this Saturday - we're going to bring the elderly to the zoo! omg while I'm excited, I'm actually rather nervous because I don't think I'm capable enough to take good care of the elderly @@ BUUUUUT - it'll be my very first time going to the zoo in my entire life hahaha)
So anyway. It was kind of fun to go around selling brownies but as usual, I'm the shy one who tagged along carrying the bag of brownies instead of being the one who asks people whether or not they want to buy. As people says, "once bitten, twice shy" after the failure of trying to sell some homemade stuff that me and my classmates made together to my secondary school friends - I SWEAR I WILL NEVER ATTEMPT TO SELL THEM ANYTHING ANYMORE. NEVER. EVER. What a horrible experience that was. No, I really despise fuhua's criticizing culture. Can't you guys be more enthusiastic about things? Well some of them are nice enough. But still. Saying this in general lah. Oh well. But omg LOL people like Angela who actually walked from table to table and was like "HELLO!" to everyone and promoting our brownies with all her ability. Wow. /claps

PE in the afternoon. at like, 3pm? Wth man omg the sun wasn't that bad actually. What was horrible was the humid surroundings that made me felt like I was about to suffocate aghsdgsajgdshja. Followed by a 1.5hour econs tutorial which I spent 1hour sleeping because I was really tired and was having this headache so I kinda dozed off... But isn't it annoying when one of your classmate took an unglam photo of you when you're sleeping in class. /died from embarrassment/

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School stuff aside. Ugh I really miss fangirling over SHINee these days omg :(
I'm a horrible shawol. I seriously have no idea what they're up to these days because I'm too busy watching my animes and of course my HUSBAND ICHIGO (excuse me...) And especially Key. I used to be all gaga about him like, a year ago. They had been MIA from kpop for so long though cuz they're busy with all the promoting in Japan, but I really do hope that they can get back to KPOP KPOP KPOP SOON BECAUSE KEY I MISS YOU AND JONGHYUN AND ONEW TAEMIN MINHO ;_; I can't really handle the fact that they're singing in jap ya know, even though I'm into jap stuff. Maybe I'm just waaaaay too used to their songs in Korean so I can't really bring myself to like the jap versions for their songs. Sob.
If it's not for school I would have rewatch shinee's hello baby another time. 3rd!

Sigh.

are you listening?

2012-02-26T14:05:00.002+08:00

OMG HAVEN'T UPDATE SINCE LIKE FOREVER.
It's a Sunday today, woke up at like 8.30am as usual and decided to make a new layout for my blog in an attempt to revive it. I'm pretty sure I can keep it alive this time round... without a tagboard. As you can see (who am I even talking to lol I wonder who even visit a blog that didn't update for like almost 2 months omg), I had removed my blog's tagboard. It's not that I don't want to chat with people, but the main reason I haven't been blogging is due to all the tags flooding in there and piling up that it actually became a burden for me :(:(:(
Um well, you guys can still leave comments if you want.

There are people who had told me stuff like "oh I'm not visiting your blog anymore since you don't update anyway lol" and I was thinking stuff like "GOOD THEN now I can blog even more personal stuff that I usually don't blog about because I'm sick of talking only nice stuff all the time" since this is MY blog, I don't want to feel restricted to what I can talk about :\

Life's been fine. School's fine. (that is, if I try to catch up with my school work, haha) I've been quite busy, with ~~school~~ tumblr. PSSSHHH.
And I shall end this post with a photo :D

Manage me, I'm a mess

2012-01-12T00:35:00.001+08:00

Sorry for not updating for days...(if any of my awesome irl friends cyber friends are still visiting this site :\) I wanted to blog about my trip in Indonesia during the holiday - I even uploaded all those ~~ugly~~ photos on Blogger already, except that I haven't type out a proper post for the photos so they're all stuck in my drafts urgh I'm such a lazy pig. Oink. I'll try to get it in the next few posts or something, heh.

Anyway. 9th was the first day of school, so I'm a j2 student now. It feels all awkward, I mean, j2 - seriously??! I'm feeling like some old woman here who's gonna turn 18 in about a month's time, how disgusting. Now, where's the youth fountain when I need it? :(
First day of school went just fine, we assembled in the cc and listened to all those new year speech and blah blah blah it's an extremely important year for us we need to stay focused alevel's coming we need to work hard and ~~DIE~~ yep all those usual stuff (sorry for sounding so -meh- but I wasn't really in the mood for talks about alevel coming oh god) We were even told when all our exams are (okay so at least for this year we're better informed I guess, unlike last year when we only know about our exams dates at the last minute which was totally hell maaaan) So yep the first paper's gonna be geog which is next Monday. AHSJKDHKAHFKSKDFK CAN'T THEY AT LEAST SPARE ME A MINUTE OR TWO TO RELAX FIRST. And so to cut the long story short, we have six more exams to go before alevel (holy crap pass me the puke bag please)
But basically, since it was only the first day of school then some of the tutors are nice enough the spare us for the day by talking about disciplinary stuff etc so somehow I managed to get through the first day still feeling okay, heh. I remember the econs lecture on Monday too it was fun! Okay actually I always enjoy econs lecture (wut) but I never really like econs tutorials at all and now even though I'm making my feelings towards econs sound neutral I have no idea why I'm always flunking econs urgh omg tasukete kudasai (/drama queen shiiiat)
And um, I ate pratas (ONE CHEESE ONE EGG - forever ordering the same thing lol) on 9th omg I miss eating pratas I didn't get to eat any at all during the hols ;_;

Haha I'm sorry for typing stuff that are so random that nobody's gonna bother reading and I'm just typing whatever's coming to my mind now because I feel like ranting.
So, on the second day of school, my class stayed in our homeroom (OMG YES NOW THAT WE'RE J2 WE HAVE OUR OWN HOMEROOMS OMG FINALLY D102! - not that it makes any difference but yep ._.) for like 2.5hours - with 1.5 hours of GP and another hour of H2 Math. Oh the horror. My attention span is definitely shorter than that, and um it's actually roughly at 40 to 50 minutes (yes I've counted) so I was totally dozing off like a ~~boss~~ hobo and spent my time thinking about (actually I forgot what I was thinking about already lol)
Well actually Tuesday went not so well because the results for the students taking LUE were released and there were, erm, bad news... here and there and everywhere. Hmm.
I feel really guilty, really. Those who had to take LUE but didn't make it and had to retained, I was almost in the same situation with them. BUT OH LADY LUCK SAVED ME and the final results added my Olevel HCL's result in so I somehow managed to scrape through my j1 year without getting retained. I'm such a cheater. I don't deserved to be promoted at all. And everytime I wanted to talk about school stuff with friends who got retained I'll end up hurting their feelings or something and I feel so bad about it (because there's nothing else that I can talk about already, the only thing currently happening in my life is school, school and school oh my sajc, gah)
I can't even complain about how being a j2 sucks properly without getting comments on how I'm lucky to get promoted already so I should zip my mouth up. Sorry guise.
But honestly, I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so sick of this. I'm don't even dare to talk about school stuff on Twitter because I'll end up feeling all guilty and shit again since I'll be annoying my followers. I'm such a bitch. Sorry, really sorry.

I wish I'm a robot. Okay this isn't supposed to be funny. Because by being a robot, I won't get distracted by all those feelings of uncertainty and shit anymore - in fact, I won't feel a single thing at all! How nice would that be. I won't even be able to think about how tired I am and how sick I am of studying and how much I want to procrastinate and not give a damn to my homework and everything else. Also, if I'm a robot, I definitely won't be missing any lessons at all, I'll even be able to pay 100% attention to the lecturers during lecture instead daydreaming away or sleeping like a pig. I won't miss a single guitar practice too then, I'll be punctual for everything, I won't care if anybody left me out, I won't feel hurt when people comment on how ugly I look, I won't get sick of studying because I can't feel a thing. And being a robot, I won't think about stuff other than studies then, so I'll always have the facts all memorized already.

Wait. What was I talking about.

I don't know anymore.

And. Third day of school. Which is today, but since it's already past 12 I should say - yesterday. There's only one lesson (luckilyyyy) before school ended cuz it's SA's open house today! YAY ME. I don't have any duties on (because I didn't go for the meeting the day before :\) so I left school pretty early, about 10.10am or so? Spent almost the entire bus ride sleeping. Freaking tired.

Dead.
PSSHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Not going to school today. Gonna stay home and ~~cry~~ do my homework and revise for the geog paper on the coming Monday. Urgh.

Sorry for a boring post and thanks for those who read (I don't think anybody will bother reading ALL lol)

New Year 2012!

2012-01-05T01:48:00.001+08:00

42 FREAKING REPLIES. (well actually there's more people who reply after that but I lost count..) Right before the clock struck 12am on New Year's Eve I hurriedly typed a simple new year message and send to my lovely friends, all fifty plus of you guys! But alas, because it's New Year, my phone got jammed and I end up sending a handful of people three times /coughs. It actually took me more than 20 minutes to finish sending everyone OTL

ANYWAY. Spent the last minute of 2011 and the first moments of 2012 at Sweden's house along with Felicia Jiesi Junyuan Qiaofen Sweden YiFang! They started off playing mahjong (I can't play mahjong to save my life maaaan) and just about one minute before 12 midnight, we rushed to the front of the tv and count down along with the people on Channel 5 and watched fireworks... through tv -.- LOL HAHA it's actually quite okay luh the fireworks were really pretty (I LOVE FIREWORKS（*´▽｀*）♥) but it was kind of a pity to watch it from the tv only urgh :\
Spent the first few hours of new year playing poker and Monopoly. YES, Monopoly ಠ_ಠ After not playing it for so many years, I HAVE ONCE AGAIN BOUGHT THE ULTIMATE MAYFAIR /proud face (what the.) We actually played Monopoly for like 3 frickin' hours oh god it was a draggy game (when was Monopoly ever NOT draggy??) but it was fine because I had fun reminiscing my childhood ;_;
Sat around after that and talked until like 9am plus in the morning before going to IMM for breakfast (whee~~ I lub Long Johns breakfast! XD) Reached home at about 11am plus and fell asleep after switching on my comp (what a waste!)

SO. My New Year was spent beautifully~~ Okay this happened a few days ago already I'm slow at updating about my life on MY OWN BLOG -__- (yes and my overseas trip - i'm lazy to update the photos but urgh dammit)

The One That Got Away

2012-01-04T16:23:00.001+08:00

I wanted to put this on my blog like, about two freaking months ago but I was lazy then so I still don't care I love this music video a lot I NEED IT ON MY BLOG AHSJKDHASJKFHAS. Katy Perry would have made a great actress maaaan. Was listening to this on New Year's eve / New Year cuz it was playing on MTV then :')

Okay I need to blog about my holiday in Jakarta (I went there from 23rd to 28th) and also about how I spent my New Year soon, before school officially starts for me (shit)

HELLO GUYS

2012-01-03T18:40:00.001+08:00

Okay I was wondering if I should remove my tagboard or something because I don't even reply tags anymore... Wait, I mean, I really want to reply you guys but I'm so lazy omg I hate myself. All my posts are about the same thing, how many times have I even apologized, you guys must be sick and tired of hearing my bullshits alr :(
I've been spending way too much time watching animes, managing my anime blog, trying to improve my gif-making skill that I'm totally neglecting my studies (BUT IT'S HOLIDAY GUISE IT'S HOLIDAY ;_;) and also, MY BLOG. Oh god. I know school started for most Singaporean students today, so erm, happy schooling while I enjoy the last week of my holiday here before school officially begins for us jc kids (SUCKS MAX GONNA TAKE MY ALEVEL THIS YEAR I'M SO DEAD SLACKERS GONNA DIE)

Oh pardon my rudeness, this is my very first post for the year... so HAPPY NEW YEAR GUISE ENJOY YOUR 2012 (hopefully it'll be a better than 2011!:)) I need to post about my holiday soon or else the details are going to get vague soon /coughs
明けましておめでとうございます again WOOHOO

Decoy Dream

2011-12-30T16:13:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry for not blogging for so long omg. I WILL UPDATE PROPERLY SOON ;__;
Here's a song by somebody I know, do support her songs! :)

Linying - Decoy Dream

Starry Starry Night

2011-12-07T20:52:00.001+08:00

Town with Dorothy and Nicole yesterday!

We watched Starry Starry Night (some Chinese that I didn't know much about) but even though Nic really likes it (awww sweet love), I don't really. Simply because the movie wasn't really that exciting enough for me, my expression during it was almost the same throughout (erm except for the parts where there's cute guys *O* THE GUY WHO ACTED THE BULLY WAS DAMN CUTE HAHAHA). So... yea. Well actually it was rather enjoyable but puppy love just isn't my type - or maybe because it wasn't dramatic enough for me, it's kinda typical and predictable too :\
Spent our time randomly wandering around Orchard after that and ~~gossip~~talk about (you don't know what mwahahaha) :) Had fun with my lovely blogskinners! ♥

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Met up with the guys for dinner the day before. It took me like 72347823965834624 years (okay actually it's about an hour or so I think) to travel from home all the way to Tampines omgggggg. The girls kept complaining about gaining weight (EH I GAINED WEIGHT ALSO LOR OMG D:) *coughs* with Jiesi being the most disturbed LOL. Ate Yakisoba and a $1 macha ice cream XD

Day 4: Seven fears/phobias

2011-12-05T15:38:00.001+08:00

Almost forgot about this uncompleted challenge o_o As much as I want to be somebody who's totally fearless, I must admit that I have fears or phobias, whatever you call them.

Rejection. Fire. Dying. Cats. Creepy crawlies. Embarrassing myself. Falling in love, maybe.

Erm actually only the first three are like my fears, the rest are merely things that I dread or dislike (yea running out of things to be scared of LOLOLOL) I don't know why I fear rejection. Fearing rejection is one of the things that always stop me from trying. If I don't cower away so often just because I think I'll get rejected, I would have done many great things (nothing comes to my mind when I say this though OMG HAHAHA) Hmmm by the sound of this, I guess I'm actually scared of failing. Because failing kinda causes one to feel rejected, in some ways.

Fire. OH GOD FIRE. One of the reasons I don't dare to cook. I think watching all those documentaries shown to us by schools about people getting burnt in a car accident or some other accidents has left me in fear that if I get close to fire I'll get burnt too. My feelings for fire are so ahsdjkashjkfhskh. I know I'm just being paranoid but that's the way I think. Everytime somebody in a show that I watch gets burned and the person starts to scream and shriek like mad I'll be like omg that must have hurt like hell and worse than dying aksdkjasjfskl omg their skin melted omg omg omg ouch.
Okay *coughs* or maybe I'm just too sensitive but I really feel their pain. I'm so paranoid that I only learnt how to lit a bunsen burner in the science lab when I was sec 4 (which is only last year #fail) because we're required to do individual work for exam (SPA - Science Practical Assessment) so I have no choice but to do everything myself. I know I suck hahaha maybe some of you may laugh while reading this - I sound so freaking ridiculous LOL. Got my finger scorched when I about like 6 or 7 because I got curious and touched the iron (I think my mum went to get some other stuff and I was left alone) So... I was a dumb kid (still a dumb kid haha) Oh well. I'm weird. Urghhhh.

Also, even though I want to be all cool and like "of course I'm not scared of dying" I've got to admit that yes I am scared of dying. Dying means giving up everything that you currently have and leaving everything behind. Death has a too deep meaning for a dumbass kid like me. I don't think I truly understand it yet.

Cats and creepy crawlies... ouch no please don't come near me :\

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Oh and I'm sorry I forgot because I was kinda away from blogger then... but—
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my lovely dongsaeng CHARMAINE whose birthday was on 27th November (yep it has been quite a while I am so late to write this on my blog x_x) LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU all the best with everything kayz and also that Hoya who's living in your heart :D

There's no turning back

2011-12-04T11:42:00.001+08:00

Urgh the urge to change my blog layout is great today, especially after I'm done with my anime tumblr's layout, heh. Camping at tumblr recently, when was the last time I came blogger..? Anyway, holiday has finally started! Yep, no school till January, WOOHOO SLACKING ALL THE WAAAAAY BABY. I'm so unproductive -.-

Went to Changi Airport to send Franzi off on Friday with some of my classmates, she went back Germany and won't be with our class for next year. Even though I wasn't close to her, 11A02 will never be the same even without one of us :( All the best to Franzi in Germany and may we get to meet again :)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA DINNER WITH YIFANG JIESI PRECELIA HAHAHA I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO TALK FOR IT YEP IT HAS BEEN QUITE SOME TIME SINCE I LAST SAW MY DEAR FRIENDS JIESI WORE A LONG LONG LONG ~~AUNTIE~~SEXY DRESS (or do you call that skirt haha but oh well there's no photos here for you guys to see anyway~) YIFANG HAS A SPASTIC SMILE LALALA.

Me and YiFang! :D (eh lazy upload other photos haha)

...Christmas's coming! I won't be in Singapore then :(

那些年，我們一起追的女孩

2011-12-04T11:34:00.000+08:00

柯 : 沈佳宜 , 我很喜欢妳 , 非常喜欢妳 , 总有一天 , 一定要追到妳 ..

沈 : 你想知道答案吗 ? 我现在就可以告诉你 :)

柯 : 拜托不要现在告诉我 ..
我还沒有问妳 , 所以妳不可以拒绝我 ..请让我继续喜欢妳…

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Okay. It's been since forever since I last blogged. Omg I'm so inconsistent sorry :(

Anyway. Watched 【那些年，我們一起追的女孩】 (You're the Apply of My Eye) last week with Sijia and Leshan! It's something that I wanted to blog about but I was reeeeally lazy (yep as usual haha wazzup guys) - still as lazy but I'm making myself blog @@ It's definitely amazing like what everybody has been saying. It's not like I'm following the trend or something I'm saying that it's amazing because I love it! Before watching the movie, I already have a quite high expectation for it because many has been praising it, about how nice it is, the tickets are always sold out yada yada...
I was rather skeptical about it when the movie starts, because of the erm *cough* sick parts (mind you it's NC16 okay!) and I have no idea why everyone in the cinema found those so hilarious they kept laughing and laughing while I was just staying still in my seat and hugging my legs to myself (cuz it's COLD in there LOL) wondering whether or not I should laugh because I don't really find those parts funny. In fact, rather than funny, I actually found those parts normal, just that it's a little bit awkward, haha.
Other than the sick parts that is worth mentioning (erm actually it's not that worth mentioning but I mentioned it because I want to. LALALA), there's always the sad (VERY SAD) love story between the main guy and main girl character. I hate how they didn't end up together and how the movie producers purposely keep doing those flashbacks (like: *omg you see they last time so happy together right, haha now we move to the present again, now you see MWAHAHAHA THEY WON'T BE TOGETHER IN THE END HAHA STUPID AUDIENCE LALALA WE'RE GONNA MAKE YOU CRY!!!* - my imagination for the producers' thoughts lol) So yep I was trying my best NOT to cry because the scene is so dramatic and typical and kinda lame and d— OMG /CREYZ CREYZ CREYZ NAO I NEED TISSUE PASS ME THE TISSUE PLEASE ;__;
Yea I guess that's how movie producers make money or something because i cried at ALL flashbacks goddammit I definitely have a soft spot for flashbacks T-T Well actually for a romance film it's really awesome and worth watching. The song for the movie is really good too - 胡夏's 《那些年》:):):)

Updates #382

2011-11-22T00:56:00.001+08:00

4E1'10 BBQ @ Parc Oasis the last Friday evening! :D Was supposed to wake up early that day and go watch Happy Feet 2 with my classmates but I overslept urgh.

Mini cake for Nisa's birthday!

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Watch The Adventures of Tintin: Secret of the Unicorn with Yifan on Sunday! Forever wasting my money because we always watch movies on the weekends (damn $11 bye)
Anyway. Heard that the movie's not nice so I was kinda hesitant about it - we wanted to watch Puss in Boots but the movie has already started by the time we decided to watch it (LOL SLOW) so yep we ended up watching Tin Tin. Tin Tin may have been a part of many people's childhood, but not mine, I can only recall reading it once or twice and I can't even remember any details by now haha, so I have no idea what I was in for. Turns out to be rather enjoyable :) Well maybe it's because I like movies with all those actions and stuff.

The weird thing is, this movie reminds me of Pirates of the Caribbean, since both have sort of a similar concept. Erm well, like the talk about how there's treasures that has long sunk deep down in the sea blah blah and so they gotta find it. The movie wasn't as horrible as I thought it would be so I actually enjoyed it, quite. :)

P.S. SNOWY IS SUCH A FREAKING ADORABLE DOG OMGGG XD

Project Work: Sayonara

2011-11-22T00:34:00.001+08:00

Was done with PW for quite some time already (one week?) and finally I feel like talking about it.

It's not that much of an important thing in my life, but even so, I feel like I should somehow blog about it, after how it has tormented me throughout the year.

I vaguely remember the day when we were put into our pw groups. It was a fine day (okay maybe not that fine I forgot about it already anyway hahaha we were in the computer lab) and so I was placed into the same group as Anthony, Yuhui, Angela and Weiyan. I was wondering how the hell we are all in the same group, since we're all sort of like slackers and those kind who rarely have the motivation to finish our work on time - it must be a mistake, somehow!

Despite that, we managed to work things out. (yea right we barely scrape through the due dates for our work) I'm such a lazy person I didn't really put in much effort for group work stuff - that is, until OP when I kinda volunteered to edit the slides and stuff which eventually led to me neglecting my sleep but yep that's another story (short one but I can't be bothered to go into all those lame details) We almost never hand up our work on time but everything seemed to turn out fine in the end, it's just unbelievable because with the amount of effort we had put in, I thought we're gonna die or something and flunk our pw haha. Everytime I go on to Twitter I'll see other people from tweeting about how their group's trying sooo hard to score well for pw blah blah blah doing pilot testing etc while I was just sitting at home rotting and doing nothing at all.

I feel guilty. But I'm lazy.

Okay lol I know I suck. That was even a number of times when I got pissed at a particular group member. I'm sure that has happened to all of us before huh? It's kind of difficult not to get frustrated with all those constant pressuring from Mr Yoong :\

Oh well it'll be weird if we do get an A or something (if you're wondering I'm talking about the 5% chance for us to get an A) Hmm at least it has been rather fun and enriching, doing all those reports and troublesome research. Mr Yoong's so freaking demanding we didn't even have the time to breathe. All his "WHERE IS YOUR GI?!" "I DON'T SEE ANY A&E (analysis and evaluation) AT ALL!" and "I WANT TO SEE YOUR (eg. EOM) IN MY PIGEON HOLE BY 12PM!" I may even miss it. Not.

A video about the risk of drugs done by one of the groups in my class (well not exactly about the risks but just saying how we should reject drugs or something - I don't know haha) Found it hilarious, totally laughed my ass off watching it (because I know the people in the video which makes it a hundred times funnier LOL) so I'm sharing it on my blog.

Day 3: Eight things that annoy you

2011-11-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

People nagging me
People who I'm not even close to taking my stuff without asking
Internet lagging
Videos taking a long time to load
Homework
Cliffhangers in dramas
Idiots who don't believe what I say when I'm telling the truth
Finishing my Haribo (cola) !@#$

Farewell, Franzi!

2011-11-19T15:23:00.001+08:00

11A02 bbq on Monday (16th November!) after OP in the morning/afternoon @ Anthony's house :)
OP ended after much panic and erm, hard work (?) but I shall blog about it next time in another post (because I'm lazy) Since 2011 is wrapping up soon, the German transfer student in our class, is leaving Singapore and thus we decided to have a farewell party (or in this case, erm, farewell bbq?) for her! Reached there all drenched because it was raining D; The bbq went rather smoothly and was fun :)

Chicken wings! *O* Although a bit chaotah luh haha

Franzi!

She was touched! But look at what's happening in the background... Yunlu and Angela threatening to kiss each other LOL

Yunlu, Franzi and I :D

Getting excited and screaming when Yunlu vs Eeron playing Street Fighter LOL

The sexy stingray

Erm...

Yay my jump shot!:D

Me and Yunlu!

Yunlu, me, Weiyan, Mandy!

Well, life is a game of twister~~
Weiyan and I!

Day 2: Nine things you do every day

2011-11-19T04:01:00.001+08:00

Brush my teeth
Pee
Bathe
Check my phone
Sing
Tweet
Eat
Drink
Think about you

Erm, pretty much, haha!

Spent my time editing anime screencaps earlier on, I really love doing random stuff like this and being all proud of my efforts at the end of everything! I like this one that I did of Naruto, perhaps some of you can give me some advice on how I can improve my edits? :)

Lovely Complex

2011-11-18T16:04:00.001+08:00

#song Tegomass - Kimi + Boku = Love ?

*cough* Okay I know that I've mentioned in my previous post that I'm going to be late but I can't help but wants to blog about Lovely Complex after finish watching it a few days ago! It has become one of my all-time favourite shoujo anime ohohoho. Well I'm not entirely a shoujo-anime fan because I LOVE LIKE ALL GENRES (YAY ME YAY ANIMES FOREVER YAY YAY YAY SHOUNEN SHOUJO ROMANCE COMEDY EVERYTHING YOU CAN THINK OF)

Erm, anyway. Lovely Complex really had me chasing after all the episodes all the way man! I was watching Kuroshitsuji at the same time too and half way through it (because it was so emo and melodramatic) I decided to watch a shoujo anime at the same time so that I can balance out hahaha. Picked LoveCom because I've heard a lot good things about it so yep I naturally have quite high expectation for it. Turns out that it rockshajksdhksjdhskhfkahk I ended up finishing it even before I finish Kuro ._. Love this anime because I'll laugh at least once for every episode - it's just way too freaking funny! Found it weird at first because of the exaggerated art and all that, I was like, wth is this man?! But as I continue watching, I got more and more engrossed because it was just so sweet and I want the main guy and girl to get together ASAP!!!!!!! Otani was freaking cute (even though he's short but omg love him) *O*

Well actually I'm not exactly all praise for this anime. I mean, erm, I love it, but there are some parts that really got on my nerves. Like, the main girl Koizumi Risa cried in like EVERY SINGLE EPISODE!!! GDI she cried like everyday until I almost felt like slapping her and asking her to calm her tits. Personally I'm quite an emotional too so I can quite understand how she feels but she's like a gazillion times more emotional than me and it gets really annoying when she starts to cry. She cried when Otani rejected her, cried when he rejected her again, cried while talking about it, cried when he talked to her, cried when he said that he likes her, cried when she saw Otani talking to his ex, cried because she's so worried about Otani. She really needs to stop crying :\ And I wonder why her eyes aren't all puffy and swollen (I'm soooo jealous because everytime after I cried I'll look like a mad woman!@#$)
BUT WELL OH WELL SHE GOT THE GUY IN THE END. But it's kinda ajsdhjkash that Otani doesn't seem to like her as much as she likes him. Love's unfair, isn't it? It's an awesome anime, showing how hard work and all that persistence for love can pay off in the end and lalala happily ever after. BUT it can never happen in real life. Hmm I shouldn't make it sound so extreme. Maybe there's still 1% chance that if you put in enough effort you might just get your love one day. Reality's way too unpredictable. Sucks huh.
Nvm. I LOVE OTANI OMG. THEIR KANSAI DIALECT ROCKS TOO LOVE IT HAHAHA XD

Erm actually this post wasn't going to be all about LoveCom at first, wanted to blog about stuff in my life but once I started talking about this I just couldn't bring myself to stop, despite all the grammar mistakes HAHAHAHA. Till next time (hopefully tomorrow? and I hope I will have the motivation to reply tags soon T-T) :)

Day 1: Ten random facts about yourself

2011-11-18T15:36:00.001+08:00

I'm weird. Like, seriously.
I love salty food, enjoy adding extra salt to my fries and burgers and eggs. (but not that much or else it'll be really disgusting)
I don't like myself.
I don't lie (unless really necessary and it's nothing serious) but I tend to exaggerate a little sometimes (can't help but being dramatic, can I?)
Even though I may seem like a pessimist sometimes, I'M TRULY AN OPTIMIST DEEP DOWN. You may see me panicking like shit but the truth is I'm actually telling myself that everything's gonna turn out fine in the end - I'm so optimistic it's starting to become a bad thing because I have way too high expectations for everything.
I'm not good at showing how I really feel inside.
I feel awkward being intimate with friends. Yes, even close friends. Oh well I'm born awkward. (unless you're someone closer than a friend, hmmm)
I'm awkward around a friend's friend. Yea it's really weird but I'm more comfortable around strangers who do not have any mutual friends with me. Maybe because I don't want it to seem like I'm snatching somebody's friend away by being friendly. I don't really get why I automatically put a distance between myself and a friend's friend though. Well, unless that friend's being really friendly and tries to communicate with me.
Being one hell of a stubborn person, I hate asking people for help because I think it makes me seem all helpless and dumbshit. I'll only ask for help when I'm reaching my limit. For example, like learning all those html codes stuff I'll rather figure it out by myself rather than ask around for help. The furthest I'll go is ask Google for help, haha. I love helping people though.
No, I don't like conflicts. I hate conflicts. I hate being in a fight with someone.

Hey sorry for not blogging this few days I've been lazy and also for not replying all those tags flooding up my tagboard :(
I'm still having school and all those shits everything sucks because I'm already in holiday mode but I still have to go back to school for lessons! BUT HEY GOOD NEWS (well actually I don't know whether or not it's a good news, heh) I GOT PROMOTED TO J2. I didn't get retained! *tears of joy* Even so, I don't really deserve to get promoted, I guess. I've been slacking the whole year for 2011 and I barely scraped through promos, urgh. Oh well, I gotta put in extra effort next year than! I hope I have the motivation to work hard, sighhhhhh.

BY THE WAY. Because I didn't post anything for the past few days, I forgot to wish some people birthday on blog.
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Firstly, happy birthday to Jerlin whose birthday was on 14th November, stay happy and cheery girl and all the best for everything, hehe :D We need to stop ponning cca and turn up for practices! And STOP talking about quitting T-T
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Second, happy birthday to Javan whose birthday was on 15th November. Hmmm happy birthday sucker stay happy and healthy! Thanks for being, well, a nice friend. Oh and thanks for helping with my econs paper the day before it, haha. All the best with everything for you too ^^
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Third, happy birthday to CK whose birthday was on 16th November, stay happy too for my first ever cyber friend. I'm happy that we're still friends after all these years even though we've never meet. But now he's so freaking old I can't even keep track of his age already hahaha. :X

There's 99% chance that they may never read this but yea I still want to wish them a happy birthday and a great year for the coming 2012 :)

Okay gotta go I'm late for 4E1'10 bbq soon! Shall blog another time about A02's bbq that was on Monday :)

AFA11

2011-11-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

Went to AFA'11 with Dorothy on Saturday! :D
Met up super early in the morning at like 10am and I only went home at about 6pm plus, was tired max, legs were on the verge of breaking HAHAHAHAHA. Enjoyed myself though, love the crowd, even though it can be really suffocating at times. Regret not saving up before going to AFA because there were WAAAAAY too many nice things there but I can't afford like, 95% of them oh god (the 5% left includes freebies and reeeally cheap stuff LOL). Ended getting a mukuro file and a random card sticker. Well actually there wasn't much to do, now that I think about it, I can't imagine how we had walked for hours and hours in such a small exhibition hall (yep we toured it for like a gazillion times, believe it or not).
If I'm rich I would have gone for the Anisong concert thingy and also the movie one, tchhhh.

Our tix! ^^

Moe Moe Kyun Maid Café and the butler café! Heard that food inside's rather exp so we didn't go in :O

Menu for the maid café haha

Easiest cosplay (or should I say, laziest cosplayers). Ever. LOL INTERNET MEMES.

Took a photo with this guy cosing Grell but it turned out blur D; Oh well I didn't look good in it anyway :P

Me and baby bell lol whaaaaat /awkward.

Pedo bear's out to snatch yo sweets!

LASTLY, SUPPORT ViViD!!! ♥

11/11/11

2011-11-11T11:11:00.000+08:00

Happy 11/11/11, people! :)
May all of you be happy, may my family and friends all be happy!
May I be happy.

May you, be happy.

お願いします。

10 day challenge

2011-11-10T23:58:00.000+08:00

Day 1: Ten random facts about yourself
Day 2: Nine things you do every day
Day 3: Eight things that annoy you
Day 4: Seven fears/phobias.
Day 5: Six songs that you’re addicted to.
Day 6: Five things you can’t live without.
Day 7: Four memories you won’t forget.
Day 8: Three words you can’t go a day without using.
Day 9: Two things you wish you could do.
Day 10: One person you can trust.

Found this on Tumblr. Before this, many has tagged me the quiz post whereby I have to answer some questions. However, way too many people has tag me so I don't know where to start, sorry guys :(
Doing this 10-day challenge instead, will be starting on it soon, haha.

We're going to dance in the rain

2011-11-08T20:10:00.002+08:00

Hey. Life's fine, I guess.
I really want to be an appreciative person who is truly satisfied with everything she already has. What more could I ask for? I have a roof over my head, I have 3 meals per day (okay maybe not 3 I eat whenever and whatever I want), I get pocket money everyday, I have a proper family and friends, I have a proper education blah blah blah. Really despise the fact that I can't be satisfied.
We're all greedy beings, admit it. Whining about how you don't have enough pocket money from your parents when there are people in a much more terrible state than you, about how school sucks, about how your phone just isn't good enough and demanding for a better one, wanting nicer clothes, complaining to other people about how your parents "sux" and your arguments with them everyday on social networks like Twitter. Spoiled brats.
No matter how nice and appreciative you are about your life, there's definitely some part of you that wants more. Hungry for an upgrade in everything you have. I'm not exactly the most appreciative person on planet Earth, I'm greedy too. Well it's not that being appreciative is completely good. Well, if you 100% satisfied with everything that you currently have, how do you improve in life then? If us human beings are always satisfied, we would have gotten stuck in the age when we are still trying to get fire from rubbing woods together - we won't even be here. Almost all my life I've always been thinking that way, arguing about how being greedy has its pros too and that we shouldn't be so focused on the cons.
I still agree with those points though. But the fact that I'm not appreciative enough - it's killing me. It makes me feel rotten like asdjhdjkahdjkasbbjoas. Am I truly who I think I am?

Oh yea. There's something that I should ask for. Better English. HAHAHAHAHA.

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Anyway, submitted a layout on bs yesterday! Here's the link: http://www.blogskins.com/info/368363

:)

You're mine

2011-11-08T20:01:00.002+08:00

This post's gonna contain kpop stuff, sorry if you aren't a kpop fan - maybe you can choose to ignore this? :)

Time flies, 2011's ending soon. January seems like yesterday but we're already sinking deep in November. Pretty soon we'll be celebrating Christmas and New Year and before you know it, you are another year older. How scary (I'll be 18 lol wts man) and because this is my blog, I can do almost anything that I like here, I'm gonna post a few kpop vids that I like from this year since it has been quite some time since I last posted anything related to kpop *fangirl mode on* I'm definitely NOT a hardcore fan, I like kpop just fine. :)

U-KISS - NEVERLAND

Oh god just look at Soohyun! YES SOOHYUN THAT GUY WHO HAS THAT AMAZING VOICE OMG THAT CHARMING HELL OF A GUY. How I've come to like him is quite weird, since I used to actually don't like him. I recall watching U-Kiss Vampire last year and finding Soohyun weird and irritating (can't remember why though hahaha) but as time passes, I got to like him more and more, mainly because of his voice. I like guys who can really sing. Couldn't help but notice how freaking awesome his voice is!!!!! After putting aside my biased view about him, I've came to realize that he's actually quite nice and good-looking (that's a plus to his godly voice) and slowly I found myself looking only at him throughout U-Kiss's music videos, haha :D But of course, it's not only him that I like U-Kiss, I do like them as a whole though, just that I like Soohyun best so naturally I want talk more about him. I like Kevin too! (LOL basically I like guys good-looking guys who can sing - I SOUND SO SHALLOW x_x) Anyway, love their other songs like Someday and Baby Don't Cry that really showoff their great voices :)
Didn't fangirl about kpop stuff much this year because I hate myself from drifting away from Super Junior last time when I thought that I won't. I'm still quite a fan of many groups but I don't like showing my enthusiasm, haha. I support more of what they're singing, rather than their looks and what they do I guess.

Infinite - Be Mine

Personally, I feel that they're the best out of all the rookie groups for this year (erm it's not like I bother to go listen to other new groups' songs /coughs) Know about them from watching simonaandmartina's Kpop Monday videos on Youtube, haha, when they first reviewed on Infinite's Nothing's Over. Because I don't really bother to listen to what the new groups have these days, I kinda depend on Simon and Martina's reviews to get to know what good songs there are nowadays. Since they gave good reviews on Infinite's Nothing's Over, I went to look for the music video and so yep I really like it - the music video was really special (what kpop mv will use toilet paper in it you tell me LOL) and it was a nice song overall. Even though their first music video was good, I prefer Be Mine over it. Be Mine has more of this mysterious feeling and those feelings were captured really well and I really love all the effects :) The song's really catchy too, didn't really like it when I first heard it though but as I keep hearing it blasting when I go to some places I find myself humming to the tune of this song, it's AWESOME *O* Finding Sunggyu, Woohyun and L kinda cute but I can't really comment much about them because I don't know the band quite well.. ._.

G.O - Even In My Dreams

Seriously, I don't really have much to say for this music video. It's perfect and it touched my heart. G.O has an amazing voice, even though I don't understand the words that he's singing, I can quite get what the song is about and the feelings are expressed really well here. I also like how this mv is different from your typical kpop mv. Fell in love with this the very first time I saw it. But somehow, it kinda reminds me of stuff that I'm still trying so hard to forget. OH WELL OH WELL.

BEG - Sixth Sense

Another that I didn't really like at first but after forcing myself to listen to it for a few times, it's actually kind of catchy. Didn't really get the music video at first (yep this song and mv totally got me all confused hahaha) but after watching the review by Simon and Martina, I realized that there's actually hidden meaning behind this cool mv, portraying how the society's perception of beauty has ruined us, how there is very little freedom to speech etc. Anyway, Ga-in (yay I like her :D), as usual, looks hot and dangerous (HOHOHO). You can really feel their "power" in this song, their voices fits together nicely and overall, it's a very cool mv that's worth watching. Like 2NE1, they don't really act like all those other girls groups with all their cutesy songs and do produce songs with deep meaning.

Girl's Day - Twinkle Twinkle (반짝반짝)

Okay I need to say that I don't really like girl groups that act cute and stuff and Girl's Day is more than just being cute and doing all those aegyo. They have great voices and I love their songs. I like how listening to their songs can make me happier because they sound so cheerful and I enjoy blasting all those happy songs ^^ Anyway, isn't this music video reallyyyyy cute? It just feels that their cuteness is not that fake and the concept for this video is so creative and funny at the same time, haha. I like Minah (who doesn't? okay maybe you don't but that's none of my business~) - she's the main girl in this video - I like how she looks so hyper and really into her act here. Not only is she cute, she's good at singing too, love the part where she reaches the highest note :D

2NE1 - Hate You

I LOVE THE STORY! Even though it's just an animation and not exactly 2NE1 themselves doing all those stunts (if they really do it it's gonna take a looooong time to get it done LOL), this is just fantastic! I don't know how the song goes along with the music video but I still love the story haha it's so cute and coolshit and at the same time. I looooove anime with great fighting scenes and so, with all those badass moves that they have here, how can I not like this video? But aww the poor guy (who's actually kinda cute) ended up dead! Boohoo! I guess I don't have to comment on how 2NE1 sound, do I? It's obvious that as usual, Bom has this voice that awes us all and the other members sounds great too ^^

MBLAQ - Cry

PSSHHH. ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT THIS OMG. It was too long ago and I just realized that this music video's released this year too so I just HAVE TO include this in my post. Really love this music video. I mean, erm, super cute guys all drenched in the rain? Checked? Epic dancing? Checked. Fantabulous voice? Checked. Dancing in water? Checked. Sexy expressions? Checked. Angst? Checked. Yes you read that right. I don't know why, but those expressions that they are giving me somehow makes me think that they feel.. angsty. Not saying this is bad, but it makes this an even cooler music video overall, of course I like ;)

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YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH TIME I SPENT WRITING THIS BLOG POST OH MY AHSJDHFJKAHKS /eyes spinning kbye.

Starless sky

2011-11-07T22:31:00.004+08:00

PW @Weiyan's house this afternoon with yanz and Yuhui! :)

Hand-drawn by Yuhui!

Photo of the day: Joe Brook's album, isn't it nice :D

TSK TSK whose messy bookshelf is it huh?? :X

the 3 yoshis that yanz is going to give david when he comes to singapore!

MANY DAVIDS FOR YOU DAVID ARCHULETA FANS!

LOL PROMOTING

Hey.

Who's gonna listen to what I have to say?

2011-11-06T23:17:00.000+08:00

Dinner with Jiesi, Qiaofen and Yifang yesterday @MS's Just Acia! Haha love going out with my girls and just stone there listening to them talk because I'm too lazy to open my mouth sometimes - also, the place was so noisy I couldn't catch everything they said LOL. Ate those little fried chicken pieces (I forgot what they're called) and it's really finger lickin' good (phrase copied from KFC's slogan #fail), free flow for the drinks and ice creams too I felt like some glutton taking ice creams non-stop hohoho. Js and Yf kept complaining about project work stuff (okay actually I did too), also went outside MS to sit down and chat. I like walking outside of MS at night because it's so cooling and with all those beautiful lights that you can see from nearby buildings :)

Was supposed to be doing pw stuff today but it got cancelled at the last minute and went out with Yifan to Cine to catch a movie! Watched Tower Heist because the tickets for You Are the Apple of My Eye - 那些年，我們一起追的女孩 - were all sold out (WHAT A BUMMER) and so being a nice girl I let Yifan chose whatever she wants to so we sort of end up watching TH haha. It turned out nice, wasn't really expecting much because I didn't even know about the movie before today. Seems like when you have lower expectation for something it will turns out better huh?

Anyway. It's sort of like a comedy and action movie (yep a rather typical mix) starring Ben Stiller and Eddie Murphy, couldn't stop laughing during the movie because some parts were real funny and somehow I felt like a retard hahaha.
I'll just summarise the movie so yep basically the group of workers in this high-rise luxury apartment fell victim to this a wealthy businessman Mr. Shaw and all those money that they invested in him were all gone so the building manager, George (Stiller) decided to help the workers by robbing the money back from Shaw. Yada yada yada and so he got a group of workers to help him get the money. A simple plot, really, but what's important is that it made me laughed enough. If you want to go for a serious movie, you can watch this too, since it can be sort of serious for some scenes. I enjoyed it, always love a good comedy/action movie (oh well actually I love almost all genres haha).

Music video: In Your Arms

2011-11-05T01:51:00.000+08:00

Watch this video (in HD)!!! It's In Your Arms sang by Kina Grannis - pretty cool music video that involved jelly bean art, this video's made using 288,000 jelly beans! Awesome huh :) Also, watch the making of this music video here. I find both the actual music video and the making of the music video nice, enjoy.

Not everything goes smoothly in life!

2011-11-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

Here's a photo of Yu ha min looking all cool...

and this is how he looks like without all those eyeliner shits and smiling... *O*
(I know it's him cuz of his tattoo, can you spot it?)
I'm posting a photo of him not because I like him (I know NOTHING about him) but because I like how he looks - there's a huge difference between really liking a person and liking how he looks. He's my favourite Korean ulzzang (what favourite, he's the only one that I know lololol) and his face has been my msn dp since the beginning of this year. I love how he looks like an anime character (HE SHOULD BE A COSPLAYER JUST LOOK AT HIM!!!!!). I feel so shallow liking a person's look only though. But oh well he's the only one on my list, heh.

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Today went just fine, not any happier or any sadder but just fine. Had OP dry runs and it went better than I expected. At least I wasn't shaking so much like I always do, managed to hold my script quite firmly (still not that good but definitely better than usual). I was trying my best not to be super nervous, being over-nervous will definitely ruin my whole presentation! x( I need to stand properly though and stop crossing my legs while presenting just because I'm nervous. I NEED TO BE MORE CONFIDENT ARGH WHERE DID MY CONFIDENCE GO?! Oh I forgot, I never have any confidence in the first place, tsk.

Having stage fright seriously sucks. I used to be rather confident standing in front of a crowd when I was young but now I'm like a complete coward. Thinking back, it's likely that my stage fright got worse and worse each year because of the failures that I've experienced on stage.
The first time I acted in a stage drama was when I was like primary 5 (or 6?) and together with some of my other classmates we represented the school for something like a competition. The preparation went well but I suddenly got nervous on the actual day and stuttered my lines on stage during the performance in front of a huge crowd. We didn't win anything at all in the end - even the teacher-in-charge looked really disappointed and just somehow I managed to conclude that the reason we didn't win anything was because of me. I felt so guilty and bad towards my classmates and teachers who had put in all their efforts to prepare for the drama.
The other time was during sec2 when we have sort of like an inter-class competition (or was it within the lower sec I can't remember) and we have to do Chinese stage drama. The preparation - ALMOST EVERYTHING - went really well, I was doing quite good during rehearsals too (not that I'm praising myself lar but I'm kind of a dramatic person LOL) Everyone was going on about how we'll definitely put up a great show blah blah blah but thanks to me - I FREAKING MADE A MISTAKE IN ONE OF MY LINES NEARING THE END. Nobody said anything but I felt super guilty and ajsdhsjhadfjkshfkhs because I really had fun during rehearsals and thought that we would have a chance of winning or something but I just have to sort of ruin it AGAIN. Why is it always me that makes a mistake? :( Went out with Huien that day (yep mentioned that in one of my previous blog posts) and we were talking about it and it seems like she didn't remember me making a mistake until I specifically brought up the fact that I did said something wrongly in one of my lines. But something like this is going to be forever in one of my unforgettable memories, argh. Can't help but feel bad about how I'm always ruining the performance. SIGH.
And so. I have stage fright. I guess I can only be dramatic in front of friends but not in front of everyone hahaha.

Happy birthday to you

2011-11-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to my awesome bro, Lionel!:)
Have a great day and stay cheery!
I want to draw something but it's kinda too late, sorry. I just got the idea today that I should draw something and post it on my blog for friends' birthdays next time, that will be more sincere, heh ^^

I want to blog but there's nothing to talk about

2011-11-02T21:06:00.000+08:00

Erm, hey.
So. Didn't go to school today (I know I sound like a bad student haha) Well spent the whole night doing up the OP slides for project work until 5am early in the morning. I remember that I was like 'oh shit' when I heard my alarm ring and quickly switched the comp off to go to sleep. Yep I slept at the time that I'm supposed to wake up LOL. Almost died staying up so late without a nap for that day. Oh well at least I'm quite proud of the edits I did for the slides :)

Well here are some song recommendations to fill up my empty and boring post, heh. Maybe you guys have heard some of them before already. :)

A Rocket To The Moon - Annabelle (English | pop rock)
Coldplay - Paradise (English | alternative rock)
One Direction - Na Na Na (English | pop)
ROOKiEZ is PUNK'D - In My World (Jap | punk rock)
FLOW - Hey!!! (Jap | rock)
Ikimono Gakari - ノスタルジア (nostalgia) (Jap | pop)
Yesung - Wind flower (Korean | The Great Queen Seondeok OST)
Every Single Day - Healing Star (Korean | rock)
The One - 그랬음 좋겠다 (Korean | pop)

Anyway. let November be a good month. :) I like cup noodles. Bye.

Movie: Summer Wars

2011-10-31T17:13:00.002+08:00

Just finished watching Summer Wars! Totally didn't regret spending almost two hours watching it on my phone while lying on my bed haha. Downloaded it randomly quite some times ago from a random website which I can't even remember its url anymore onto my phone because I was craving for some movies or shows to watch.
Because the name of the movie don't really sound appealing to me - I mean, Summer Wars sounds like a movie about that shows what's happening to the people erm, during the wars? - so I actually had the file inside my phone rotting for quite a while already until today that I finally decided to give it a go. Boy, was I wrong! Okay I wasn't exactly wrong so it was kind of about wars also but it's definitely different from what you have in mind!

Summer Wars is a Japanese animation made in year 2009 (okay I'm watching this in 2011, two years later is not too slow right? heh.) Don't belittle it, I was so amazed by it right from the beginning until the end. Firstly, there's this virtual world called OZ whereby almost everyone's on it and you can have an account to shop, have jobs, blah blah blah so basically it's kinda like a second life... except that it's fake. Okay, so there's this math genius Kenji who's almost the representative for Japan's Math Olympics, was asked by his senpai, Natsuki, to go back to her home together for a summer "job". Turned out that she wants him to pretend to be her boyfriend and also, *gulp*, fiancé - because of her grandma's health condition and I think she wanted to cheer her up or something. Natsuki's family, the Jinnouchi clan had come together to celebrate the grandma's 90th birthday and on the first night of his stay there, Kenji received a mysterious text that contains an intriguing math problem and tried to solve it. Turns out that the solution to that math problem is the password to the system of OZ and because of the solution, the system got hacked by a Love Machine that tried to disrupt everything in that world and started messing around. Since everyone has an account in OZ, those who control stuff like the traffic system, water supply system etc has their account hacked too and everything was in a chaos and thus causing the virtual parallel world to finally clash with reality. With the Jinnouchi clan's effort together, they tried to erm "save the world", to put reality back in its order by fighting off the infection of the system.

Really love the movie - it was really unexpectedly nice because I've never really heard of it before and it's something really worth watching with all those awesome characters and all that. Sorry if I'm not making sense for the description part I typed out everything myself from memory so there might be a liiiiittle bit of error here and there (but I hope not :X)

Oh. Happy Halloween Day, btw!;)

No fluffy whatsoever

2011-10-30T23:28:00.000+08:00

JP with Huien, my first friend in secondary school hahaha :) Yifan and Jiawan were supposed to join us or something but.. oh well, aww. Anyway, had a good chat with her, talked about stuff and realized that I've been living in my own world for the past four years, there were too much that I wasn't aware of. Well it wasn't the first time that I discover that I've been living in my own world anyway - but most of the things that happened don't even concern me so it doesn't really matter (well actually I think none of them concern me lol..), it's nice to be a listening ear though. It has been quite some time since I last went out with her, which was about last year before O's? Kinda sad because we're in different classes in upper sec and now that she's in poly and I'm in jc we don't really communicate much.
Well, hope we can have the chance to meet up more!^^

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Before I end my post - just saw something that Mandy tweeted an article from National Geographic. It'll be funny if you know a guy with the name 'Javan', LOL. /Javan Rhino Extinct in Mainland Asia/

Lace up your shoes

2011-10-30T15:12:00.001+08:00

In any moment of decision, the best thing you can do is do the right thing. The worst thing you can do is do nothing.
-Theodore Roosevelt

run baby run, forever will be, you and me

2011-10-29T22:48:00.003+08:00

It is way too difficult to understand myself. Hmmm.
Anyway, things didn't went really well yesterday. Most probably I'll get retained. I was sooo close to getting promoted, 就差那么一点。Haha I feel so lame right now. Not gonna let myself cry or anything because I know that I don't have any fucking right to since I brought this upon myself by not studying. I feel really bad though when people try to cheer me up and stuff - I don't deserve it, seriously. It's not like I've worked my butt off like everyone else, what do I have to complain? Last minute revisions aren't gonna give me any credits, I know. Oh the horror, who else but me study for some subjects for only ONE FREAKING DAY before taking the paper?
Even so, I think I have the right to at least complain about one thing. My human geog paper's marks. I failed. Quite badly done. And believe it or not, I studied the most for it, more than other papers - and this is what I get? I guess the only satisfying paper I did for the entire promos is my physical geography paper, surprisingly. My head has been in the clouds for the whole year for physical geog stuff, I don't get anything at all and I studied at the very, very last minute (3 to 4 hours perhaps? for an entire year worth of information) and yet I scored quite well for it. Doesn't make any sense but oh well. :\
SO. THAT'S ALL. I only have the right to complain about human geog paper, as for the other failures, it was all my fault that I didn't manage to do well. To score well I should have been consistent throughout the year, studying at the very last minute isn't going to work. Yep I knew that. But I'm such a slob that I didn't bother to be consistent.
Being an emotional person I often cry over all those slightly sad scenes in drama but I'm careful not to cry over this. Yep I had teared up a little little little bit at some point but it was because everyone keep consoling me and I feel so touched because I truly don't deserve all these. Other than that, I will make sure I don't cry over getting retained or anything. It's really lame to cry over milk that you've spilled yourself, isn't it? I will stay strong, people, and you guys have to stay strong too :)

Getting kinda frustrated though, what should I do next? That's the problem.

Tangled and all choked up

2011-10-27T20:49:00.000+08:00

I don't know how I feel anymore.
Maybe I'm just confusing myself, hmmm.
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Has been busy for the past few days for PW - finally submitted the final draft for our written report and i&r today, it was a really chaotic day I swear my head's on the verge of exploding at some point. Heh actually I didn't do much. BUT STILL. PW IS A TIRING SUBJECT D; At least written report (which is going to take up 40% for pw alevel!!!) is done and now we are left with only oral presentation a.k.a. OP - which takes up 40% of the grand totally too! Urgh how frustrating. School is frustrating. JC is frustrating. Everything these days is frustrating. #teenageangst
Having written report over and done with, it's The BIG Day tomorrow. Normally it would have been a normal Friday. But know what, I'll be receiving back my promos (J1 finals) results. Just thinking about it makes me feel like running away from everything. Oh god. I knew it. I didn't work my ass off like what others had been doing, so I shouldn't be upset if I didn't get promoted to J2 right? But then again, I don't want to be left behind while all my friends get promoted and all that while I re-do my J1 year, as if 2011 hasn't been enough of a hell. The problem is, I have never really consider what I'll do if I really get retained in J1. COMPLETELY C L U E L E S S. Failure was never an option. I have zero idea on what I should do now.

Tomorrow shall be the day. THE FREAKING DAY THAT I HAD BEEN DREADING SO MUCH.

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Things I want to do but probably will never get a chance to.

2011-10-24T00:52:00.000+08:00

There are simply waaay too many things that I wish that I can do. Oh yea but Mr. Reality calls me up often to knock me out of my daydreams, awww. Even so, there are still times that I really want to do all these stuff, to experience life to the fullest (with the word 'experience' I actually mean having fun - well, what's life without having fun and enjoying yourself!??!!!! :D) Since I'm kind of an extremist I might sound over-ambitious in some of these...

Bungee jumping. I mean, isn't it cool?! I don't have a fear for height, but I do get a little biiiiiiit scared sometimes on high-buildings and start wondering what will happen if the building suddenly collapse and alas, death will then be welcoming me with open arms? (okay sorry for sounding dramatic hahaha) Hmmm sounds like I have mild fear for height after all. But then again, I love experiencing dangerous stuff that requires me to pick up my entire courage to do it, omg imagine the thrill when you jump down the cliff!!! Mother Nature's welcoming you, woohoooooo! Just think how fun it will be, right that moment you're probably busy worrying about dying that you can just forget about all your other problems and clear your mind entirely. What I'll say is... SHIOK MAX!!!! XD Really wish that I'll get to try that once or twice in my life! :)
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Being a member of a band. When I say band, I don't mean those kind of concert band you have in school. I AM FREAKING TALKING ABOUT ROCK BANDS OR POPROCK BANDS ZOMFG KYAAAAAAAA. I really want to experience being in those kind of bands, whichever position will be okay with me. And all those headbanging on stage, heh. Lead singer, who gets to show off her voice to the entire world, who sings to enlighten the world blah blah blah. Guitarist/bassist, because strumming your guitar on stage is just so freaking cool while headbanging and have the crowd cheering for you! Keyboard, moving your fingers around while immersing yourself fully into the amazing music and in your own world - woahhhh (but I don't get keyboard/piano stuff at all, can't even play them to save my life, sadly :\). Lastly, drummer! As seen from most bands, the drummer's always sitting at the back on stage behind his band members with all his precious drums with him - WAIT, but that doesn't mean that he's insignificant! Drumming away, beating on your drums, creating the beat and rhythm for your band mates, beating all your troubles away, pushing all of them to the back of your mind... ARGH BUT I'LL NEVER GET THE CHANCE TO BE IN A BAND ANYWAY :(
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Dance. Yes you read that right (who's even reading hahaha), I mean daaaaaance. I kind of regret not picking dance as my CCA in primary school. Being the kind of person who simply can't sit still in her seat most of the time (of course I'm able to sit still sometimes, erm well when I'm in a bad mood, that is) I'll really love to know all those coolshit dance moves and dance in my room at home while blasting my favourite songs. HOW FUN IS IT?! :D Also, to be able to dance in grace - it's like being one with the music, expressing the deep meaning of a song with the dance moves without speaking a single word = woahhh. Even hip hop and bboy, being able to do all those difficult-looking moves after trainings after trainings, how satisfying is that? ^^
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Acting. Okay it's not like I haven't done that before, participated in two dramas before in primary school (oh seems like I had the most achievements in primary school? my sec sch and jc life are just... messes) I didn't have stage fright when I was younger, but it seems like as I grew up, I begin to be more and more aware of the crowd in front of me. I'm not entirely frightened, I'm just really excited to be standing in front a crowd that my stage fright got the better of me. Sorry if that doesn't make sense but yep I'm just saying~ Anyway! Won't it be fun to be able to act in a tv drama or something? Too bad I'm not good-looking or anything, who will want me? Heh and it's not like I have any confidence that I'll do well, after having experience in screwing up all my stage performances that include acting :(
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Singing - solo in front of a huge crowd. This has kinda always been my dream since young. Really. I don't know why but I really want to be able to sing my best in front of a crowd - I get goosebumps just from thinking about it because I'm over-excited, hehhhhh. That doesn't make sense but oh well hahaha. What is stopping me is my self-confidence and my looks. Meh who will want an ugly singer who can't even do makeup?! And what if my voice crack?! What if people boo at me?! What if, what if, what if... :\ I really miss those days when I was five and whenever I took trains I will sing with my younger sister loudly - yes, LOUDLY. How daring I was hahaha I was such a cute little kid (okay ignore you can ignore my self-compliment tyvm)
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Travel around the world. Like many, this is one of the things that I want to do. One of the places that I REEEEEALLY want to visit will be Egypt WHERE ALL THE BEAUTIFUL SPARKLING PYRAMIDS ARE!!! Okay they don't exactly sparkles (unlike Edward Cullen lmao) but they do in my fantasies! HOHOHO. Pyramids really amaze me, after reading all those stories about it, I sooo want to be able to go there one day and get my hands on them *O* Also, Statue of Liberty in New York! Looking down from it will be such an incredible thing... &Africa's Great Rift Valley - after reading about it after all these years during Geography lessons! And of course, Japan, after watching all those animes and jdramas and reading all those mangas I'll just loooove to visit there :):)

Okay I wanted to go on and on but I've come to realize that I've been typing this for such a long time that I'm starting to make no sense at all. So, that's all I guess. Heh. What a retarded post /wipe sweats

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2011-10-22T14:35:00.001+08:00

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The day when I was "late" for school

2011-10-22T14:23:00.001+08:00

Town with Weiyan after school yesterday (Friday!) because she wanted to find for things to buy for David Archuleta when he comes to Singapore haha :) However, and sadly, we are both broke, so we can't afford pretty much everything around. :\
$1 ice-cream T-T hahaha

Cute, aren't they?!?!!!!!

Oh god and now Swine Flu's coming in stuff toy version... o_o

...and chickenpox -.-

My vanilla milk tea from Artease! FREAKING MANY PEARLS @@

Bought the latest issue of Teens for SUJU! ;D

The Thing

2011-10-21T13:36:00.000+08:00

Met up with Siyi at JP after school on Thursday and since we had nothing to do and I'm broke (:X) she treated me to a movie. Watched The Thing thinking that it will be cool kinda cool but it turned out to be totally gross and ahsjkdhkjadfhkjsdhkfh. Not saying that the movie isn't good, just that it grossed me out so much that I was on the verge of puking halfway during the movie in the cinema hahaha.
Didn't expect it to be so gross, but oh well. Anyway, it's about the finding of an alien buried under the sheets of ice in the harsh climate and the archaeologists or geographers or scientists (or whatever I can't remember what they are - one thing that I can confirm with you though: they are professionals hahaha) was really excited about the finding - I mean, IT'S FREAKING THE DISCOVERY OF THE CENTURY OH GOD WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO FIND AN ALIEN AGAIN?! And so blah blah blah they decided to dig that "thing" out and retrieved it properly with it still in some sort of ice cuboid thingy (it's kinda slightly bigger than your average human). Well the people were dumb, thinking that the alien was already dead and left it in a room and went off to have a celebration instead. Wth?! As what we've expected, the alien jumped out from the ice cuboid, all alive and kicking and started attacking all the living things that it can find (and yes, that includes the poor dog - it was so cute! D:) Quite a bit of gory (omg I just googled the word "gory" because I feel like it and the images that came out made my stomach flipped !@#$) with blood everywhere and the alien started infecting all those people around, turning them into one of "the thing" as well. So what do the rest do? BURN THE INFECTED PEOPLE BEFORE THEY CAN ATTACK THEM AND INFECT THEM TOO AHSJDHKJAHFKSHDFK. Oh godddddddddddd. I teared up at some point after witnessing the horrifying scenes of some of the characters being burned. Yikes.
That was the story. Oh yea. To prevent mankind from getting infected? Well how all the people got turned into an alien was kinda fascinating (and disgusting) too. It was kinda worth watching as some of them "exploded" and the alienic side of them burst out and they turned into full-form alien. Eww. But still interesting, really. However, this movie was quite forgettable for me (yep there wasn't a typo), even though it was scary and freaked me out by A LOT during the movie, I felt fine after it, didn't leave much a huge impression on me. Which is lar, in some sense, as I won't it to keep haunting me forever. It was something that only scares the hell out of me ONLY when I am watching, heh. BUT IT WAS REALLY GROSS SO IF YOU LOVE GROSS STUFF AND ALL THOSE GORY SHITS DO WATCH IT HAHAHA.

Me and sy were the only ones screaming throughout the entire movie - don't tell me, we were watching it with a bunch of super brave strangers?! How come we were the only ones screaming in horror anyway? That was... embarrassing, haha. Sy kept on screaming how we could have watched Paranormal Activity 3 instead of The Thing because she can stand ghosts better LOL.

CUZ I FEEL LIKE DANCIN' TONIGHT!

2011-10-18T23:43:00.001+08:00

IT'S ALL TIME LOW, PEOPLE!
HAS BEEN IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS :D

Random updates:
Didn't go to school today. Fever. Argh. Blocked nose sucks.
Went for guitar practice yesterday, didn't skip! So proud of myself :)
Clementi Mall with Jerlin after practice. YAMI & ONIGIRI ♥
Visited the polyclinic this afternoon to see the doctor and got an mc. I'm still not feeling well though and having this freaking huge headache that's making my head ready to explode any moment. Going to the clinic kinda sucks though it was so cold there it only worsen my blocked nose /cry
TERRIBLE, TERRIBLE. :(

OH AND I FINALLY UPDATED MY PHONE TO iOS5! :):):)

Should I go to school tomorrow?

Journey to the edge of the Earth

2011-10-18T23:33:00.001+08:00

Had a reeeeeeeeeeeally tiring but cool day on Sunday! Travel all the way to SICC by foot - two hours of walking. IMAGINE IT. I almost died. Haha but it was a fun trip with whining and talking random crap with Angela and Qianying!^^ It's funny how we spent more time on the travelling than on the amount of time spent at SICC. Went to the bowling alley and played at the arcade. Oh yea I still suck at bowling (it's extremely EMBARRASSING D:) and I had my first time on playing the shooting game, you know those games whereby you have to use the fake gun and shoot off those enemies on the screen? I have no idea what you call them but well it was quite fun since it was my first time playing this and all that, and actually, using a gun can be so freaking tiring!!! My fingers were totally on the verge of breaking off - it must be hard to be a terrorist!! :\
Took a bus back to J8 with A and Qy after that and spent a freaking long time at Cotton On persuading qy to try that dress (she's shy! hehe) Oh well at least it was fun and by the end of the day, I am completely broke. Haha I need to learn how to save and stop getting tempted by food!!!

EARTHQUAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@#$

2011-10-16T23:33:00.003+08:00

One of the random events in my school recently. Tremor drill! HAHA.
Because sajc is only(?) school in Singapore that will experience tremors when there's an earthquake occurring in a neighbour-country, so "we have to prepare ourselves by having a tremor drill - just in case". Well it was quite cool considering the fact that our school is the only school doing this. It was during pw that the bell rang and announcements announcing how we should hide under the tables immediately due to "tremors occurring". It was kinda awkward because we just sat under the table feeling so ahsjdhsafdgsjfh cuz the table is too small hahaha. Had to gather in the school tracks as a school after that - it could have been fine with me BUT THE SUN WAS LITERALLY BURNING OMG WE WERE SWEATING LIKE MAAAAAAAD IT WAS RETARDED TO ALWAYS HAVE DRILLS UNDER THE BIG HOT SUN OMG. There were even police in school to guide us! :O
OH WELL but it was a cool experience :) Did it before in sec3 too when we were having geog lesson 8)

A fake crack pasted by the school on one of the walls LMAO.

WA! With Damily!

2011-10-16T23:18:00.003+08:00

Outing with Damily yesterday (to celebrate Yifan's birthday - sort of... haha) @Cineleisure Orchard's WA Japanese Shabu Shabu restaurant (idk if it's really called that lmao). AWESOME ~~DAY~~NIGHT out! ♥
OH MY LOOK AT THOSE VEGGIES THAT NOBODY WANTS - THERE'S 4 PLATES OMG /faint
We're such unhealthy kids :X

PRETTY MEAT! ROARRRRRRRRR *carnivore mode on* - no offense, vegetarian friends :)

IT'S COOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!;D

YUMMY SOUP & KIMCHI -GLUG GLUG GLUG-
CUZ WE'RE RETARDED 8D

MUST. CAM. WHORE. HAHAHA

A crazy Jiesi!!! *gasp*

Why did I seem so short?!?!?!!! x_x

Life at its "awesome"

2011-10-13T12:27:00.000+08:00

my current wallpaper for the locked screen on phone!:D
I am so freaking bored right now IN THE SCHOOL LIBRARY AHSDKJHKSAHDHSHFAKHKH that I'm even using Internet Explorer to update my blog (and also, to reply tags). Gasp! WTH AM I EVEN DOING. IE is so lag I feel like crying just using it - the cboxes on the blogs took like a gazillion years to refresh themselves while I just sit here trying to be patient, staring aimlessly at the computer screen. Argh I feel so sleepy. And well, sorry for crapping haha.
Oh yea I can't really update my blog properly these few days because I don't have access to my computer at home D: My house's kitchen is currently under-going renovation and since my desktop is placed in the living room, my mum insisted to cover it up under a few layers of plastic sheets and since the reno's gonna take about ten days (YES 10 DAYS OH GOD THAT'S LIKE FOREVER) I'll have to live without the comp then. AND THEN AGAIN I WON'T BE ABLE TO UPDATE MY IPHONE TO IOS5 WHICH IS OUT ALREADY!!!!! Damn :( Updating and restoring the phone's gonna take quite some time though I hope I will be able to use my comp in less than 10 days from now - that will happen, if the workers can finish off the work quickly.
About the renovation, it's something like the whole district thingy and my entire block's currently undergoing renovation (kitchen only) - everything's a huge mess! Everywhere I go I can hear people drilling mercilessly (how mercilessly is that I'll leave that to your imagination lmao) and if I were to skip school or anything to sleep in at home, I can't! How am I supposed to continue my sweet dreams with all the drillings and fixing of stuff and workers walking in and out of my house??!!! Oh well this is for the future though, can't wait for the reno to be done and have an all-new bathroom and toilet bowl (hahaha). For now we're having this temporary bathroom shit stored at home and it stinks up the whole house oh maaaan. Guess I'll have to put up with those crap for these few days! MEH.

AND OMG SEE THIS!!!!! :

I WANT THEM!!! COLOURED PAGES *GASPPPP*
OMG KATEKYO AND NARUTO KYAAAA SPAZZINGGGG

Post-promos with the girls!

2011-10-09T13:42:00.001+08:00

Outing with the girls yesterday to Orchard! Went to flea and I bought a new wallet (union flag ftw!!) :D Went to kbox too hohoho but 2 hours of singing's just not enough, especially when kbox don't even have a single All Time Low or Mayday Parade song - I WAS EXTREMELY DISAPPOINTED! Oh well but it was still okay, got a free can of Milo from some event outside Cineleisure though haha, why does it seems that there's always some event going on near Cine? I can still remember people out the Minute Maid orange juice and also coke the previous time, and 100PLUS is forever there LOL.
Oh and I like how many of the shops there are decorated to welcome Halloween Day. Yes, Halloween's coming, if you haven't notice! Kbox @Scape will be one of the best deco for halloween, they have eerie pictures hung up on the wall, and all those cobwebs and scary masks hung on their ceiling with all those dead leaves everywhere on the floor haha isn't it cool? Well it'll be really troublesome to clean up though...

MUST TAKE GROUP PHOTOS LOL.

OMG WHO LEFT THAT BLOODY HANDPRINT OVER THERE?!?!

YAY CAPTAIN AMERICA YAY YAY YAY

YAY SPIDERMAN YAY YAY YAY

Camwhoring in Flesh Imp... lmao. I love Flesh Imp's shop design @Scape's outlet! *O*

Played with the typewriter haha isn't it cool???

IT'S THE SPIDERS, GASP! (kudos to kbox haha)

&&&before I went off to sleep after a long night...

PLAYING WITH NYAN CAT: LOST IN SPACE

Harajuku Street Style Launch Event

2011-10-08T11:46:00.001+08:00

Went to the Harajuku Street Style Launch Event @ Tangs yesterday evening with Mandy!
Got a $20 cash voucher and spent it on a super random necklace (oh god what was I thinking?!), watch the runway walk too and took lots of (blurry) photos haha! There were so many handsome guys and pretty girls among the models :) Saw Xiaxue, QiuQiu, TypicalBen and Chessie too haha even took photos with xiaxue and Ben, I felt like some dumbass fangirl lmao. Bought a pair of red canvas shoes, a bracelet (charm? what do you even call it), a necklace and some earrings too :)
[Photos credit to Mandy] [Some by me though haha]

Me & Mandy!
I'm such a pedo...
Xiaxue! I love her pink hair ^^
Ben! Haha he was kinda smiling awkwardly because it was the first day he's wearing his invisalign aligner but he still looks cute
Xiaxue with Mandy and I :)
Ben and I :)
Ben and Mandy :)
My cheese & potato cupcake!:D
Cheese & Potato cupcake and a Coffee-Choco one ^^
MY NEW SHOES
a goodie bag from purchasing at the event ^^

I wander.

2011-10-07T13:02:00.001+08:00

Yes, promos is finally over! After a few buckets full of my tears (from yawning way too much) and blood (hard work! - ya riiiight) I finally taste freedom!

Oh wait actually it sucked I didn't really study meh maybe I'm gonna get retained or some shit because I was placing my bets on Math but it turned out to be an assassin paper (because killer is NOT enough to describe that bullshit heartless liverless paper!!!) and it completely killed my tiny teeny hopes of getting promoted, gah. Seriously. I should have worked harder this year. OH WAIT WTH AM I EVEN TALKING ABOUT! I brought this upon myself you see. Yes I'm the best example for the negative impacts for not studying hard enough, not paying attention in classes, not doing my homework, and procrastinating all the way. Hooray PuiLing your "hard" work is paying off, wicked!
Yea -__-

Oh well what is over is already over, what's the point of brooding over such lame matters? *toss hair* But I'm just wondering, if I really do get retained, what should I do next? What is left for me? I'm a seriously dumb person who is SIMPLY EXISTING on this planet you call Earth. Nope I don't feel like I'm living at all! What is my ambitions? What am I good at? NOTHING! N-O-T-H-I-N-G. Oh yes welcome to MY life, hello there. I applied for jc because it seemed like it was the only path for me because if I didn't choose jc I don't know where else to go. Hmmm. I know right, I'm such a lousy person I know you find me annoying. Kinda.
Haha who's even reading this??

Never mind. Finished Myung Wol the Spy after promos finished! AHHHHHHH look at Eric (a.k.a. Kang woo in the drama), don't he look adorable in this scene? Well the show was quite draggy but it was nice - I love the plot!:) But well it was kinda dramatic and as usual, stuff that happens in this drama won't happen in reality (possibility percentage 0.1% THERE'S STILL CHANCE FOR YOUR HAPPILY EVER AFTER PEOPLE DON'T GIVE UP HAHAHA) Scenes like the hero coming at the very last second to save the damsel in distress was soooo typical but still, I like that haha. Andddd, the guy saving the gal on their wedding day just as the girl was about to get shot by a sniper hiding at some far-off roof of a tall building - he totally blocked off the shot and I was like wait, if he's able to sense danger approaching couldn't he have pushed her away instead and dodge it together? What's the problem with him? Now that's what you call slow reaction, my dears. Also, the scene whereby the girl in a car and it burst into huge fury flames and the guy just sat at a distance away from it and crying and moaning over her death. Shouldn't he have ran nearer to it or something and cry to see if they can still be saved? That would have made the drama ven more DRAMATIC and suitable for my taste, LMAO.
Well not that I'm really criticizing the drama ya know, I'm just saying. I really enjoyed the show huh - mostly thanks to Eric being over-adorable in the show, heh. Edited this image myself I know it sucks I was going crazy yesterday.

Bye~

DURARARA!!

2011-09-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

THIS IS A POST SOLELY FOR MY FANGIRL-ING 8D

Finished watching Durarara!!, all 24 episodes and omg it was freaking awesome!!!!!!! Firstly, it's not your typical shounen or shoujo anime. The plot's damn cool and the anime's so mysterious, there's this invisible power from it that keeps drawing me to it and keeps me curious and that made me want to finish the whole thing at one go. All the characters here have a story of their own, everything is just freaking amazing ZOMFGGGGG IDK HOW TO SAY IT BUT IT WAS DAMN NICE AHHHHH.
I still remember my reaction after watching the first few episodes. First episode: Erm, WOAH. Second: Hmmm okaaaaay. Third: Oh god. Fourth: OMG I WANT TO KEEP WATCHING AND WATCHING AND WATCHINGGGGGG. YES, IT WAS THAT INTRIGUING.
I love Shizuo's "殺す殺す殺す殺す殺す殺す殺す殺す" - the way he says it is simply p e r f e c t. *O*!! And and and I love how strong Shizuo is, how he throw vending machines around from time to time (格好良いいいいいいいいいいいいいい～!!!)　Not only Shizuo, I love Celty too! Especially Celty and Shinra pair omg they're totally a pair made in heaven, despite the fact that Celty is actually a Dullahan - a faerie without a head. XD

I think I'm kinda obsessed. ._.

my two favourite characters - Celty and Shizuo!!!!! *O* (Shizuo in his bartender outfit... OMG I CAN'T BREATHE)

Shizuo, Shizuo and Shizuo :D:D:D

*I can't remember the sources for all this gif D:

Happy Key Day

2011-09-23T21:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY KEY DAY ♥
Dedicating a post to Shinee's Key Kim Kibum for his birthday. What I love about him - he's so adorable, almighty (good at dancing, singing, rapping... and even damn strong, if you watched makbanshi 8D) and actually I'm kinda like him, meaning that personally, I feel that our personalities are kinda similar. Not gonna elaborate on that though hahaha! 23rd September - not that I'm just biased, BUT SERIOUSLY. DON'T YOU GUYS AGREE THAT 23RD SEPTEMBER SOUNDS NICEEEEEEE? :)
I feel sorry for being such a absent shawol this year, it has been a busy year for me and I guess I'm more into animes these days. Hey, but being fickle-minded me, I always switch back and forth. I feel guilty though, I have no idea what Shinee's doing now and their recent events blah blah blah :\

Anyway. SHINEE HWAITING! :D

Tell me something that you know

2011-09-21T14:54:00.002+08:00

#U-kiss - Someday

Not in school today so I decided to blog. Naw, not that I have anything to update anyway, mehhhhh.
And why wasn't I in school? Not really feeling well (it's 80% true I swear!), I can still wake up and walk and everything but everyday I left school feeling lethargic with an extreme headache wanting to kill everyone and sleep forever. So, I decided to take a rest at home. Heh. Okay I suck, but still. :( I feel so depressed going to school these days, knowing that I have to face all the facts that I'm really lagging behind everyone in terms of revision for promos. The bag of stress I'm carrying now is waaaaay beyond my limit, and trust me, the stress level for promos in j1 is far greater than the stress level during Olevel. I really treated O's like a joke, only studied one day for each subject... but then again, I had more consistent work throughout the year last year as compared to this year. Didn't really do much homework this year, let alone pay full attention during lectures.
I NEED TO STOP BEING SO LAZY.
YES.
Promos starts on 26th September (IN LESS THAN A WEEK'S TIME OH NO DIE DIE DIE) but on a happier note, it's Thursday tomorrow (a new episode of Naruto will be out yay yay yay) and it's 23rd Sept on Friday - Key's 20th birthday! But then again, promos will be getting more closer. Sigh. Oh well, bye, I'LL BE BACK.

The upcoming battle

2011-09-18T11:41:00.000+08:00

...and what else is new??
Promos is just right around the corner, peeping at us J1 students like a pedo (ikr), plotting its great evil scheme trying to destroy us all. Seriously. OH I HATE YOU GO AWAY YOU PERV UNCLE. D: I need to start studying, argh. I'm like a pig who's forever procrastinating, I spent my free my playing iphone games, sleeping, doing random bullshit, talk, use the comp, watch tv or just simply lying on the bed doing n o t h i n g. LOL my life sounds so meaningless, wonderful isn't it. Spent the entire afternoon yesterday clearing up rubbish and arranging all my notes properly (I swear, my house looks tons neater now - it really used to look like a rubbish dump thanks to all those notes from school that's overflowing everywhere in the house). The sad thing is, most people are probably done with their revision (omg you insane muggers wait for meeeeee!) and I'm just ready to start. WHAT. IS. ~~THIS~~AIR.
Met YiFang yesterday night @West Mall for dinner to borrow some econs and math notes from her. I was so "efficient" LOL. Spent the whole time complaining about school and yak about traditions and history stuff ("I LOVE LOVE LOVE HISTORY!!!" Said the girl who don't take history a.k.a. ME) Oh and yay West Mall has the new Sogurt outlet NOW - it's opened already on the first floor near Mos Burger on the exterior of the mall, yay yay yay :D

!@#$

I used to have a vocab book in primary school... found the remnants of it, omg I was so hardworking.

All about a bad dream

2011-09-17T03:24:00.000+08:00

Maybe you won't read this post. Because you're lazy and the post seems long. You're so ignorant. We can all be so ignorant and selfish. Admit it.

I want to do a blog post on traditions and all those stuff because it seems kinda interesting, as to what we're currently learning for GP in school with the topic - east vs west. And so I decided to google more on traditions about women having sharpen teeth and even fgm (I don't dare to research on fgm because I don't want to get nightmares) in tribes because my GP teacher told us about it.

As I started clicking links and links, I read more and more stuff that totally sickens me and now I feel like puking. I'm dead serious. I'm currently having a huge headache and I can't really think properly because I feel like I'm going to faint (yes, I'm not trying to be funny) @ 2.27am omg. Didn't know I'll come across so much information that scare the hell out of me. I can feel my stomach churning. Maybe I'm hungry, I don't know, but definitely not in the mood for food - the mere thought of those creepy traditions which totally violates human rights makes me feel like throwing my breakfast and those mooncakes that I ate today up. GAH. Okay I only research within the area on women, some of the things scare me so much I think I'm going to throw up my future meals too. Didn't check up much stuff about men, but I don't think they'll do much to men, because males are viewed as a more superior kind then females in traditions.

Anyway, enough about me and my feelings. Let me see. Teeth sharpening. One of place it happens in is Mentawai tribe from Indonesia. You know how some people have those vampire teeth on each side around the corners of their rows of teeth? (haha i have them too - quite sharp, watch out!) Yea, the women there have their front teeth sharpen because it's a form of beauty to them, like those wild animals out there. Well actually I think this still sounds okay. But some of my classmates went like "yucks, eww this is so disgusting yucks yucks yucks" I feel like asking them to stfu and stop being so childish. Why I find it okay is because different people have different views on how beauty should be, just like how in our general society we see women with a great figure (a.k.a. big boobs nice butts = curvy body blah blah blah) and guys with a strong built as a form of good-looking. This is still okay.

Bet you guys already know about "giraffe" women? Yes, they're Kayan Lahwi women of those Kayan people who practice having neck rings to have elongated necks, starting from the age of about 2 to 5. This is also seen as another form of beauty whereby the neck rings place pressure on their shoulder blade to cause it to deform.

Another of one of the well-known traditions that causes deform is the foot binding. It happens in ancient China where it is known that 100% of the upperclass women have their feet bound which involves the crushing of their toes, bending the front part of their foot and then tying it against the back part of their foot, bounding their foot tightly after that. I was reading this entire article from wikipedia about it and every single detail freaks me out. Imagine the pain caused in the process. Infections happens, and their toenails eventually rot away. Ouch?! "Qing Dynasty sex manuals listed 48 different ways of playing with women's bound feet." - this, is what disgust me the most. Luckily, foot bounding is already ban, I cannot imagine myself living in a society whereby girls have their feet bound :(

FGM. Well like I said, I didn't do any research on it, but I watched a video on it. No, it didn't show how the thing went, if they're going to show I'm definitely not going to watch. The video only shows a little girl going through the process (some Africa country I think?) and she couldn't stop screaming to mum about being so so so much in pain. I almost cried. It hurts so much to hear somebody scream, the pain she's going through without any anesthetic or any painkillers shit, but I'm just sitting safely at home, all helpless and not able to do anything. This is the most cruel of all. Her screams are constantly echoing in my mind and it really scares me. :(

It's not the traditions that are in the wrong. It's human's perception of beauty and chastity.
It disgust me so much. Females definitely aren't any less superior or any more inferior than the males. Females are strong survivors. Don't think I'll be able to sleep well tonight. Sigh. Probably nobody will read this. What difference can I make by making this post anyway?

Addicts

2011-09-16T23:56:00.000+08:00

I know why the top 5 most visited are there (because I go to these websites EVERY SINGLE DAY), but I have no idea about the rest LOL.

GUYS I THINK I'M IN LOVE

2011-09-14T01:49:00.001+08:00

I LOVE THIS SONG SINCE LAST YEAR BUT I DIDN'T KNOW HOW JOE BROOKS LOOKS LIKE UNTIL NOW.
I HAD ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT IT'S A 30+ YEARS OLD NICE WARMY DUDE WHO SANG THIS CUZ HE SOUNDS SO WARMISH.
OMG NOW I KNOW HOW HE LOOKS LIKE. VOICE + FACE. ASJDKSKJFJADKLSDJLSAJFKLSD
I FEEL LIKE A NOOB I THINK I'M GONNA FAINT SOON.

OMGOMGOMGOMGAHGSGDJSGHFJKHDSJKFK.

Nothing's ever a promise

2011-09-12T21:12:00.000+08:00

Your smile, it's nothing special, but enough to caught me off-guard.It's also something that I need to forget.But I miss it.
!@#$

Rubbish.

2011-09-11T21:46:00.003+08:00

Warning: THIS POST DOESN'T MAKE A SINGLE SENSE, YOU'VE BEEN WARNED.

Life is so complicated.
There's always two sides to everything, if not, a gazillion sides. Nothing's plain black or plain white, they said. But no, if you look at it from another point of view, things are actually black and white. Take the three primary colours - red, yellow and blue, spin them together and you'll get white, didn't we learn that in Physics class? Mix almost every colour you know together on your painting canvas and the colour that you'll get ultimately is black (duh.)White and black are a lot more complicated than we think.

But saying things aren't just black and white is only a saying, you'll say. Oh well this is only my point of view, either you agree or you agree, I don't care.

Here we're given a short life, why am I pondering over all these instead of relaxing and enjoying my short life? Idek. But seriously. Here's another aspect of life that I always think about: Things happen for a reason. Do they? Look at the 911 incident. Did it happened for a good reason? People who truly believe that things happen for a good reason will think that perhaps there's some problem with the buildings, maybe they're going to collapse sooner or later anyway and more people would have died then because it happens on a day with an event held there? Or maybe people who died are not going to contribute to the societies in the future?You think?
Life involves not only births, but deaths too. Oh yea we came to this world, aiming to make a difference, to have a great life.. and, die? Sounds fun! If you can't sense my sarcasm, you're probably dumb. We die so there won't be overpopulation in this world, we came to this world to die. If we keeps on living until god knows when, Earth will probably have no more space for us. AND, even long before there's no more space, we would have already used up all the resources available and we'll all just starve to death (which again, -we die eventually-) and can't support those technologies anymore because things like natural resources would have been all used up. Can you imagine a world like that? How horrible. Would you have any hope for a world like that?

Also, human beings. It's not life that's complicated. We, "innocent" humans are also the ones who destroy the world ourselves, we complicated things. They say, our brains are constantly improving, we're moving forward, people imagine the future filled with technologies, since we even have things like touch screens now, and many other things that are probably considered IMPOSSIBLE a few hundred years ago. We keep trying and trying, trying to improve our world, we know of no limits. We think we're oh-so-clever. Some of us are truly trying to make the world a better place to live in, while some of us just want to make money, the more the better. Everything is for money, every single thing they do - these people are the most ignorant. They don't care what they have to sacrifice, they simply don't give a single shit.
For money, many people can do almost anything. Oil spills that happened, air pollution from factories, and all those, blah blah blah "we couldn't help it". I CAN'T EVEN. WHAT IS AIR.

Life is full of lies, lies and lies. They can come in packs, cartons, boxes I don't care. They tell you that everything's gonna be okay when it's not, they tell you that you're pretty when you're not, they say you're good enough when you're not, all those actions just trying to make you feel better. Of course you'll feel better, don't you? BUT LET ME TELL YOU, THAT DOESN'T CHANGE A SINGLE THING.

And for once, I wish people can just put themselves in other people's shoes sometimes. Feel their pain. There's nothing we can do anyway, but I can feel your pain. Like I said, there's two sides to everything. For example, when you want to pay full attention in class and your classmates (those clique clique ones haha) decide to chit chat and talk and giggle among themselves, won't you feel irritated? How annoying is that, you'll think, and start complaining about it to your friends. But seriously, think about it first, has you ever not done that before? Are you sureeeeeee? Think again. There must have been times when your classmates are the ones who want to pay attention in class but you're there chit chatting with your friends and giggling over some funny crap which I probably don't give a damn to and blah blah blah and you notice some of your classmates shooting "evil" glances over at you and your friends. HOW IRONIC. It's so funny I can die from laughing, seriously.
People who thinks that what others are doing is bad but yet they're still doing it themselves? FUNNY. YOU GUYS ARE SO FUNNY I'M SERIOUSLY LAUGHING NOW. PLEASE LOOK AT YOURSELF BEFORE YOU CRITICIZE OTHERS. Okay, before some of you misunderstand, I am definitely NOT trying to educate you guys or whatever shit, just voicing out what I've had in mind for freaking long time. For me, when I'm criticizing others, I think first. When it's necessary, I put myself and those idiots into one group and criticize everyone together, including myself. When it's not and I realize that I'm doing something bad too I'll just keep my mouth shut and watch as other male idiots try to criticize others when in fact, they're scolding themselves. How lame. Now think about it. IDEK.

You think you're mature? No you aren't We are always less mature than we think we are. I'm still so naive.
But then again, maturity knows no age. Educators can be naive too, not only us teenagers. What I wrote may not sound convincing. I might even be laughing my heads off (let's hope not literally!) in the future while reading this post, thinking how childish and narrow-minded I am. Maybe I'm just thinking too much. But I'm trying to vent - in a nonsensical way, whoops. I've made quite a lot grammar mistakes too, I know. Go ahead laugh at me, trying to make a serious post but it turned out SO FUNNY THANKS TO MY DUMBNESS HA. HA. HA.

I'm just being blunt and pessimistic now. Wait until the optimistic side of me comes out. I'll be telling you guys how beautiful the world is, how we should love everyone, spread the love, blah blah blah. AND NOW THAT'S WHY I'M SAYING HOW EVERYTHING HAS TWO SIDES (OR MORE) TO THEM - I'm just letting my asdhjksfsdkfjghskjljdfkjl side take over for now as I'm typing all this bullshit which no one reads anyway :)

OH. HOW FUN IS LIFE? :)

This is quite random.

2011-09-11T18:15:00.000+08:00

Went for Service Learning @HCA on Friday! :)

Went out for dinner with Jiesi and Qiaofen after that :)
Some convo that went not-exactly-but-something like this:

Me: I feel that life is so depressing today. It'll be great if I can start my life all over again.
Jiesi: Naw I don't want that I'm quite okay with my life (I think she said this)
Qiaofen: Start over again for what?
Jiesi: *approving look*
Qiaofen: We should just die, what a waste of time.
Me: LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

***Like what I said, the conversation went something like this, but not EXACTLY like this because I can't remember how it went EXACTLY.

idek HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SIGH.

Thorns have roses

2011-09-08T21:30:00.000+08:00

You are beautiful in every single way.
You are beautiful, no matter what they say.

Peak hours

2011-09-07T00:10:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps. Didn't really got around to update my blog with a proper post about my life. Oh wait, I ACTUALLY DO HAVE A LIFE?! *le gasp*
Anyway, was working at the recent IT fair @Comex from 1st Sept to 4th Sept! It's kinda like a new experience, my previous job was at Precious Thots during December holiday (anybody remember how I blogged about it everyday that time?!) Both jobs involve standing for long hours. Oh yea Precious Thots has definitely trained me well enough to make me not keep complain about my sore feet, but seriously - WORKING @IT FAIR WAS TEN TIMES MORE TIRING BUT TEN TIMES MORE FUN! Okay probably not ten times that much, but at least three times. At least I have something to do all the time, instead of lazing around the shop doing absolutely nothing but yawn, plus I have my awesome classmates from 11A02 with me, Angela, Mandy and Yunlu! And my cool work mates: Hao Wen, Tricia, Wenday and Yihan! (both according to alphabetical order, I believe in equality. LMAO.) I like the working staff too everyone were so nice and friendly^^
First day I totally sucked at my job and sold only three sets of internet tv box CAN YOU BELIEVE IT I HAD THE LOWEST SALE FOR THAT DAY SOMEMORE D: But luckily, I managed to sell a lot more stuff than three mere products for the other three days, phew :) I think I did the best on the last day, out of the four, sold 2 tablets + a few tvs + a few internet tv box 8D
Lost my voice from talking too much too. I was working my butt off and saying "Hey would you like to take a look at our brochure?" at almost every decent potential customer that walks by our booth. SO FREAKING TOUGH DAYS FOR MY THROAT IKR. D:
&&& Felicia, Jiesi and Qiaofen came to visit me on the third day of work! YiFang went to watch Super Junior SS3 3D movie so she didn't come, awww. My awesome gals bought me grass jelly!♥♥♥ Weiyan came on the last day and got new laptop haha she didn't get me anything (awww) but at least she visited us LOL yay! XDD

MAIN OBJECTIVE DURING WORK: CONVINCE CUSTOMERS TO BUY OUR PRODUCTS.
Oh it wasn't as easy and simple as it sounds. Was on the verge to kneel down and beg them to just buy for some, but I have my dignity... so yea. HAHA.
Well the way I blog about it, makes my job sounds freaking fun. But of course, there's gotta be the bad points too. It seriously SUCKS to repeating the same things over and over again to the customers, sometimes I really felt like I'm just some robot programmed to keep repeating all those info. I even spaced out a few times (for a few seconds, that is) when talking to customers, that will be the boring part. Also, standing too long = kills my feet!!!!!! At the end of the last day for the show I really thought that the bones in both my legs were going to split apart, gah. It was so hard forcing myself to walk x_x Not only that, it sucks having customers criticizing you. Some went overboard and was like blah blah your products sucks it's outdated blah blah you don't make sense you suck at this job blah blah blah.

MEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Oh well. It was still fun though!:P
Cute guys around the show for me to go gaga at (nope I'll never show you that crazy side of me, you'll never see), those Ricola guys & gals going around giving out free sweets (本当にありがとうございます！) and those kpop mvs we played on the demo tvs around (HAHAHAHA I HAD WATCHED HYUNA'S BUBBLE POP! SO MANY TIMES THAT I GOT SO USED TO IT) how can not fun?!?!!!

AND FINALLY. I WILL LIKE TO SAY SOMETHING TO THOSE WHO BOUGHT STUFF FROM ME:
I LOVE YOU GUYS, THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
& ALSO, THOSE WHO WALKED AWAY AND CAME BACK TO LOOK FOR ME TO BUY:
I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU GUYS MAY GOD BLESS YOU (L)
TO THOSE WHO WALKED AWAY AND CAME BACK BUT DIDN'T LOOK FOR ME TO BUY:
TOO BAD, MY HANDWRITING NICER YOU COULD HAVE HAD A NICER RECEIPT!!!!!!!!:X

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WENT BACK TO FUHUA ON TEACHER'S DAY TOO WOOHOO I MISS FUHUA OMG OMG OMG T-T

AND EVERYONE, SAY HI TO MY NEW EARPHONES!:D

Can you hear

2011-09-05T23:14:00.001+08:00

I don't know why.
Why life is so fragile.
Why human can be so cruel.
We're all so superficial.
We're the ones who destroy the world with our own hands.
But yet without us, most of the things in the world won't even exist.

Are we actually destroyers or the savers?

I skip a heartbeat

2011-08-30T20:52:00.001+08:00

Job briefing yesterday! Woke up super early in the morning to travel all the way to Aljunied with Mandy.
Well it went well, but I'm still kinda worried that I won't be up for the job. All those memorizing work, I can't even get that whole load of school stuff into my head and now I HAVE TO remember those IT infos. Oh god, seriously. All the best to me and myself, heh.

Angela looked like a kid hahaha

Happy Avenue! Isn't the street name cute?! :)

@ Sogurt with Mandy! ;DD (BUT IT WAS FREAKING COLD ZOMFG)

Modification to some postcards at Sogurt haha (Y)

Over, sideways and under

2011-08-29T00:36:00.001+08:00

#np A Whole New World *forever a fan of Aladdin* :):):)

Anyway, let's see, what have I been up to? Other than slacking, went for a "job interview" on Thursday! Gonna be working at the upcoming IT fair, cya guys, somebody come visit me pretty prettayyyyy please! I'm kinda worried if I'm really up for the job. You see, those working at IT fairs are always daring to speak, talk to customers cheerfully and definitely definitely NOT the shy kind. Okay, I might be friendly to people and you can always see me talking loudly, but that's only within my own circle of friends. Sometimes you'll see me with a "black" face around strangers, but seriously I'm not pissed, I'm just too shy and thus the moody face. OH GOD.
Seriously worrying for myself. What if I screw up? :(
Argh I need to stop thinking so much. Whatever. Training's tomorrow! GAHHHHH GOTTA WAKE UP EARLY!

AND. 50% off for Sogurt on Friday. WOOHOO AWESOME I SPENT ONLY 3 BUCKS AFTER QUEUING UP FOR QUITE SOME TIME. Thanks Yifan for coming along haha, and Jerlin ate a lot tsktsktsk. Well, definitely worth it, I should have put more stuff into my cup luh!

My pretty cup of Sogurt, neat huh? ;)

Met up with YiFang and Jiesi to study yesterday @BPP :D:D:D My Math is so awesome I don't know how to any questions at all. NOTE TO SELF: TIME TO REVISE!!!!AHSDJKHAKSJHFHSKAJF
PW meeting with Mr Yoong today @Plaza Sing. Didn't really accomplish much today, slack too much visiting Angela's house at some ulu place! HAHAHA. :X

Till then, peace. :)

A word of kindness.

2011-08-25T01:04:00.002+08:00

Today's just another boring school day. But well it's Wednesday... meaning it's Thursday tomorrow! And what does that mean?? Next episode of Naruto's gonna be out! *obsessed fangirl here* OMG MINATO OMG KAKASHI OMG NARUTO OMG ITACHI OMG KILLER BEE OMG EVERYONE :D Oops I'm kinda off-topic here, but oh well, is there even a proper topic in the first place? I NEED MORE EPISODES AJSKDHJKAFHSJHFKAHk!!!
Okay, actually I was going to say - it's weekend soon! After this week, I can finally relax a bit more. There's only school on Wednesday next week apparently, Thursday will be Teachers' Day celebration (FUHUA! WAIT FOR PUILING TO GO BACK BEFORE CLOSING!!!!@#$) I miss my secondary school so much after talking about it with Jingyong this morning :'( Has been quite some time since I last went back too! The canteen (idk why I'm mentioning it first -pigs-), the classrooms, the hall, the spiral staircase. OMG D: It was where I had struggled to survive for the past four years, where I experienced happiness and sadness. GAHHHH THOSE INNOCENT DAYS TOO. Those days when I have no idea what market structure bullshit is.
Talking about market structure. Seriously. Screw econs!!!!! I had no idea why I took econs, everytime I thought I understand something, I still end up scoring bad as shit during tests. Forever getting a U-grade. How? :( I mean, it's interesting lar, I love learning crap about it and how the economy works blah blah blah but save it please, what's the use of being interested when I can't ace the papers? I'm still going to end up gg-fied anyway, yikes.

Isn't this pencil lovely? :):):)

WOBBLE WOBBLE WOBBLE #cute (ikr)

LASTLY. Let me reiterate my point again. IT'S WEDNESDAY. OH SHIT -took a look at the clock- IT'S 1:03AM ALREADY. LET ME SURVIVE THURSDAY AND FRIDAY AND THEN HALLELUJAH, NO SCHOOL ON MONDAY WOOHOO MORE SLEEEEEEEEEP ♥
Thursday. How time flies.

idek anymore.

How are you, my dear?

2011-08-21T22:17:00.000+08:00

Went out with Jiesi and Qiaofen yesterday! Had dinner at IMM's Ajisen with qf constantly complaining about how she dislike the colour of her new braces when I think it looks fabulous - all sparkly-looking and AA XD

My life is so NOT happening. Spending my time forever online watching naruto or some other animes, Tumblr, Twitter and Youtube. Seriously. PROMOS!!!!!AHSJDHJSAHFKJHDKFAS GODDAMIT.

Lost

2011-08-21T22:03:00.000+08:00

It has been like a gazillion years since like I blogged. OH GOSH. Erm, one month, to be kinda exact (not completely exact because I'm too lazy to count the number of days, hours, minutes and seconds). Argh I don't even know anymore. Yees I REALLY, REALLY, REEEEEEALLY MISS BLOGGING! It's not only blogging, it's also staying in contact with some of my cyber friends, through our tagboard. But I totally neglected my blog for so long - I suck, I know :( So here I am, attempting to revive my blog, yikes.
Life's been chaotic as usual, I shall blame school for taking up so much of my time. Wait. Okay I can't blame anyone but me actually, for not managing my own time properly, heh :\ What I do every weekdays: wake, go to school, come home, sleep, wake up, use computer for a bit, go back to sleep - and the cycle continues. On weekends: wake up in the afternoon, use comp for a bit, use phone for a bit too, play games, watch dramas and animes, go back to sleep. YEA I KNOW, WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE? Oh but actually I'm kinda enjoying my life by lepaking like a mad woman. In my own way, I had survived! *faraway look with sparkling eyes* Gah.
Anyway. MSA2's over now, sayonara hope it rots forever and now, promo's coming! Who's worried?! ZOMFG I CAN'T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT. I need to pass my promos with flying flying flying colours in order to get promoted to j2. /fidgets :(

Okay so here's some photo updates:

Daphne's birthday

National Day celebration in school!:)

Watched Captain America with some 4E1 peeps :D OMG STEVE ROGERS AJDKSJAFKDJSKFK *O*
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Tumblr meetup!^^

...pretty much.

Something, will never change

2011-07-25T21:06:00.002+08:00

HA! First thing in this post will be a photo of me in my bed hair this morning. (laughs)

Didn't go to school today. Due to being over-active as a "ghost" during my class's haunted house event on Saturday, my leg's muscle ache is so bad that every steps that I take hurts like ajksfdxhkdsjhfjkhjkdhf. I had a terrible headache yesterday too, even though I feel better today, I decided not to go school after all even though I had woke up to brush my teeth and stuff - meh I'm too tired :(
I sound sexy too, TEEHEE. Screamed too much on Saturday and lost my precious voice. Who knows being a ghost can be so tiring?!
...and so, I spent my day at home watching Naruto... omg I feel so guilty, should have do my homework D:

Anyway, fansigns for Lionel! I wanted to draw something, but I realized that I can't draw *coughs* guys. Everytime I try drawing a male character they'll end up looking like a girl (OMG X_X) and so here's a scribble only :\ I'll try to draw another one next time to make it up to you!

Dead silence / SAJC Saints Festival / Open house!

2011-07-23T21:18:00.001+08:00

Photo of the day!! :D

me and mandy looked ajskhdkj while Shaun just sat there looking like some baby panda, awwww
SAJC Saints Festival today! Everyone are welcome, even outsiders, the school cafe was freaking crowded man!!
11A02 had a haunted house - well I suppose I had never blog about this before huh? I had so much to talk about our haunted house but I'm not sure where exactly to start.. First off, we're not really prepared in advance for the event, started doing up the classrooms we'll be using only yesterday. Well actually I had fun tying those tables together (it sounds retarded but yea haha!) because it's actually cool to go around doing it. Argh wait idek why I find it fun. Okay sorry for not making sense, heh.

Arrived in school early this morning for Saints Fest, stayed inside the classroom the entire time except for a 20 minutes break *faint* NOW. Imagine being stuck in classroom with tables stacked around with garbage bags covering it and you have to hide in one small corner for a few hours, with your longer than looong hair covering your face, wearing a long dress and having to run back and forth because you have two ghost roles to act out. I don't know what, but that definitely spells "tiring" to me (I was talking about myself, just in case you don't know o_o) Even those customers who came in were complaining about the haunted house being freaking stuffy, what about those of us who practically camped in the room for so long?!
Well, let's just say that haunted house kinda brings out the ~~bad~~ vulgar side of human. Those who really got scared were like "wtf" "cb" "omg fuckkkkkkkkkkk" "wtf is that?!" "omg no" "you touch me i kick you ah!" "go away!". Pardon for the list of inappropriate words on my blog (haha actually I use them ~~sometimes~~quite often too, heh) Most popular choice of words upon coming across a "ghost"? "WTF!" and "CB!!" win, hands down. The way some people screamed was so freaking funny I was laughing like mad LOL, but I think I had enough listening to people screaming for the time being :\ But nothing's better than hearing guys scream, you know what I mean ;)
There were so many funny things that had happened - especially comments that made me crack a smile under my fucked up hair, some made me laughed too, even rolled my eyes, glared, mouthed "wtf". You won't know how it feels until you had worked in a haunted house before! Some people are nice and screamy, while some are just pure irritating people who have nothing better to do. So many touched/patted my hair too because they could't believe that real hair can be so long /faint
The girl who recited Newton's laws throughout the haunted house was damn funny too haha. Another guy kept shouting out his phone number for people to call him too, lol wts seriously...
The whole thing got kinda messy... but still, it's satisfying to know that we earned a thousand plus after the hard work and efforts and sweats!! :) Thanks a lot to Weilin and Jeslyn for coming too!! 8D

free cookies & cream, we have so many packets left!:O

La Esperanza concert yesterday from 7.30pm to almost 10pm in school! The performances were awesome, love it more when some people sang songs that I actually know, heh :) It was almost 12 when I reached home though my mum was nagging LOL.

Photo was damn blur - and guess just how tall Veno is? Very near 180cm (Y)

p.s. photos from mandy!
sidenote: bend the top half of your body down with your arms wrapping around your waist and rotate for a few rounds and try to walk. FUN THING TO DO HAHAHAHA

This is such a freaking random and awkward post that makes weird sense!

Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows: Part 2

2011-07-18T23:56:00.002+08:00

Warning to those who haven't watch it but want to: you're encouraged not to read this post, unless you love spoilers :D
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(Putting Harry cuz he's the main character, Draco because, well, because he's DA DRACO MALFOY!)
SO. I WATCHED THE VERY, VERY, VERY LAST HARRY POTTER MOVIE YESTERDAY. FUCK YEAH! Can't believe everything's gonna end just there. Well actually I'm not that big of a fan of Harry Potter, but I guess I got influenced (being the typicalblah me) by those harry potter-related posts on Tumblr. Everyone's like, "MY CHILDHOOD'S GONNA END! NOOOOO!" Not that I'm insulting those fans - even though I sound like I am - but yea, so I kinda lost control and felt so sad during the movie that I CRIED. LOLYAY.
Okay I should start this post properly. Yesterday was quite an interesting/blah day. Went out with Qiaofen and Jiesi to Far East on a last minute notice (had planned to watch Naruto and do homework one actually!!! haha), walked around and talked about stuff, blah blah blah. Well, something's just too inappropriate to talk about on my blog here. Someday I'm gonna create a blog under a pseudonym and vent all my feelings and anger and fear and sadness and emoness there that any reader trying to read my posts will faint from erm, reading. *shrug* My mood swings are just way too "awesome".
Met up with 11A02 guys afterwards to watch THE MOVIE. Now, let me try to recall who was there according to how we sat in the cinema: Anthony, Daphne, Sacchin, Xinyun, Shaun, ME! (:D), Franzi and Jeremy (not sure if Daphne's the one who sat beside Anthony or Sacchin, hmmmm) (why am I even blogging about this??? just realized, imagine reading this post a few years later with all the details I always like including in my post can bring back the memories better ^^) Saw Mr Benjamin Thong too, he was with his wife hahahaha! #theawkwardmoment when you saw your econs teacher going to watch the same movie with you ._.
HARRY POTTER WAS EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC. - Nope, I didn't copy and paste, swearing this on my integrity :) I lost so many tears for so many scenes omg... Since you guys know that 7 is a wonderful number for the Harry Potter, I actually watch this movie in July and sat on the 7th seat! :D YAY SEVEN. (can't help but think that I'll probably think that I was retarded if I were to read this post years later, provided that the world's not gonna end in 2012 :X)

Things worth mentioning:

Professor McGonall - "Finally, I got to use this spell!"
Lord Voldemort - "The boy who lived... has come to die."
Dumbledore - "After all this time, you still like her?"
Ron Weasley - "She's my girlfriend.... (I kinda forgot what he said after that but he was damn funny)!"
The smug smile Mrs Weasley gave after killing Bellatrix, sending her to the pits of helllll :)
When Neville Longbottom killed Nagini with the Gryffindor sword (I clapped and cheered in the cinema :D)
Sound of people crying. LOL WTS SERIOUSLY CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I'M A PART OF THIS HAHA

Saw this post from http://xdearlydamagedx.tumblr.com/ and I fully agree with her post:

Harry potter coming out of no where.
Okay, some of the scenes that pissed me off most.

1) Harry walking out of the group of students in the hall, I’m sorry, when did that happen in the book? Oh thats right IT DIDN’T. I don’t know why it bothered me so much but I can remember clutching my friends hand saying “this isn’t right! This isn’t right!!!”

2) Fred dying, we didn’t even see it happen, nor did we see Tonks and Lupin die either, Fred and George were hardly seen in the second movie, it kind of erased the significance of his death, also, where the hell was Percy? Did he disappear of the face of the earth? Was he even in that movie? He was meant to bloody redeem himself after everything, but no. Didn’t happen.

3) The romance between Ginny and Harry was shocking. Where was the passion, that one kiss there did nothing for me. It was like “Off to go fight to the death. Kae bye”

4) Harry’s death. Okay when Harry left Ron didn’t even hug him. Ron’s just chilling like “yeah its all good, best mates going to go die. Shit happens.” When everyone believed him to be dead, where were Hagrids tears? Screams of angst coming from the crowd, there was none. NONE AT ALL, well there was Ginny but that was it.

Also in the nineteen years later, Ginny looked terrible. Sorry, I hated how she looked there.

Besides that the movie was great.

But yeah, thoughts?

OH and one more thing, after 18 years of hearing “you have your mothers eyes” do you think in the flash back, they could of gotten an actress with BLUE EYES?! I know in the book, Harry is meant to have green eyes, but still. I SEE THIS RANGA CHICK WITH BROWN EYES AND IM NOT HAPPY!

(In response to my answers)

no, Hagrid did NOT know that harry wasn’t dead at all, in the book he was crying all over the place

Seriously. Especially #2! Absolutely agree with it. The Weasley twins need more screen time! :(
I wanna watch this again in 3D though!! Anybody nice enough to treat? I'll be happy to go with ANY of you out there if you are willing to, hehe.

Ate at Mac's afterwards with the awesome peeps. Jeremy's so amazing because he watched the very first Harry Potter (philosopher's stone/sorcerer's stone) movie and the very last (death hallows part2, he didn't even watch part 1 wts?!) only! Can you guys believe omg hahaha! Which was why he has so many questions about the movie because he's confused, apparently -.-"
Went home after that, ran/walked all the time from Lido to Scape just to take a bus home :\ Sigh if only I wasn't in such a rush, it's cooling to walk around in Orchard in the middle of the night, you can practically taste the freedom in your mouth. Next time when I have a boyfriend (who knows? #foreveralone) I'll definitely drag him to walk around Orchard with me in the middle of the night LMAO. Yes, I mean Orchard ROAD, not the malls, just lingering like some hobo. FUN LEH! :D

Quick update

2011-07-18T22:53:00.000+08:00

I know, it has been more than 10 days since I last blogged! OH GOD WTH'S WRONG WITH ME. For the past 10+ days I've telling myself the same thing over and over again - "I'll blog tomorrow." Yea but somehow I ended up not blogging and so many days passed by. Sigh I feel so disappointed in myself, argh :(
Anyway, just a quick update since I haven't really been updating my life. Got back my common test results. FREAKING FUCKED UP. I totally screwed it up this time round. Seriously, I'll have to really start mugging and put in more effort. Hating the fact that people thinks I'm stupid. Well, it's kinda a fact that aquarians hate it when people thinks that they're dumb or something. Okay it's my fault actually, I'll have to do something it, real quick and get back on my proper study track!!! - oh wait, do I even have one in the first place? Everytime I come to blog about me not studying and that I should start doing it and end up NOT. Like, wts? I really hope that I can produce good results for the upcoming MSA2 and show of bout it on my blog. I don't want another effing post about me regretting not studying and scoring bullshitz, sigh. THIS MUST COME TO AN END!!! :(
My life has been revolving around school and Naruto, not much has been up. Well actually if I were to blog every single day like a good gal should I could have stuff to blog about, actually, hmmmmm :\
Lemme think. Think. Think. Think. BUT NO! Everyday I have to wake up early as mad and go to school, which like, 1.5 hour away from house OHMAIGAWDZ MADNESS.

Those who work hard will eventually surpass the genius

2011-07-06T00:43:00.003+08:00

You gotta listen to them if you haven't... because they're awesome! It's a mashup of The Script's For The First Time and The Man Who Can't be Moved. Saw Weiyan tweeting the link of this youtube video one day and clicked on it, didn't know that it'll be so awesome 8D Okay the vid's like from 6th of March, 4 months ago, but who cares haha I'm gonna share this just because they're good :)

It was kinda like the first day of school yesterday because I had exams the previous week and Youth Day on Monday, so there's no school actually, yay! New timetable... and new econs teacher. Hmmm I guess he's kinda good, he sounds good, because he seems strict and demanding, which will probably motivate me and my lazyass to do some work haha. Guess I can't really slack off much for econs from now onward (OH NO!)
Got my human geog paper back today. TOTALLY SCREWED UP DOWN LEFT AND RIGHT ALL THE WAY OH GOD. Praying hard for other subjects... x_x

Oh and new layout, heh.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burnnnnn

2011-07-05T00:27:00.000+08:00

This very scene made me burst out laughing like a retard because I totally never expect it. First time seeing Neji (my hot Neji *O*) looking like a joke - NOW, that's something new, definitely! They're so cute in the green suits hahaha #naruto I'm at episode 200 already, finishing Naruto soon and I'll be moving on to Shippuden - FINALLY.
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Went to Sentosa with 11A02 peeps today! The sun was burning, I mean, literally BURNING. Everyone was melting. Everytime you step out from the shade you'll have to risk getting burnt, I could really feel the sun shooting its "laser beam" into my arms! OUCH! Did random stuff today, played around with the frisbee, see people getting buried and slacking under the shelter (god bless the shelter, if it wasn't for its existence I would be a puddle of, erm, flesh now *shudders at thought omg eww*)
I got a bit more tanner though, but not sunburn. Wait... I can smell my arms burning right now and they're kinda red. Does red = sunburn? Isn't sunburn supposed to hurt? Because I'm not hurting :\ (noob here who never got sunburnt before :D)
Photos another day - gotta wait for Jeremy to upload them on Facebook!

Can't believe that there's school tomorrow. MAJOR SHITZ.

Another fine day with games that screw up your mind

2011-07-04T01:53:00.000+08:00

Went out with awesome peeps on Saturday! Intended to watch Transformers 3 but apparently the tickets were sold out (LIKE WTF SERIOUSLY IDK IT'S THAT HOT MAAAN AND IN DEMAND!) Hoho seems like a lot people can't wait to watch Transformers haha! I still remember last time when I watched Half Blood Prince the tickets have to be booked so I got to watch on the second day after the movie's aired :D
So, plans changed, I end up going to Orchard Cineleisure and buying 3 pairs of earrings (oh shit forgot to take photos of them... maybe in next post~~) and a random ring haha! Met up with Yifang, Jiesi, Felicia and Sweden and went to the kbox outlet at *SCAPE.
I didn't realize that's there's the Shine Youth Festival thingy and the whole place was filled with sweaty and noisy human beings. KOWAIIIIII. There were cute guys giving out free cups of 100plus along the streets too (damn cool they squirted the drink from this tank thingy they were carrying!) Also, there's the flea market, the entire place was like... MAD. IT WAS EFFING CRAZY MAN I FELT LIKE I CAN'T BREATHE OH GOD. Everyone's pushing everyone to get through, oh yea, very fun -__- There's some competition/performance too but I didn't really went to check it out there were lots of people there! People were cosplaying @ scape too, saw two masked monsters I almost freaked out they're scary T0T Plus they carry huge sword too, idek what anime they're from haha! All in all... pretty cool stuff!

Kbox was cool! The one at scape has rooms with well, special ambiance, it's just different from other kbox. This room's smaller too LOL, shaped like some capsule thingy 8D They have really comfy sofa too, you can seriously fall asleep just by lying on it *O*

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Went to some random chinese restaurant called Bao Today after that when Qiaofen joined us (yes, Bao Jin Tian a.k.a. Bao Qingtian, guess the shop's name meant to be some gag or something, never eat there before until Saturday). AND WE SURPRISED JIESI WITH A CAKE! :D Her birthday's coming in a few days, on 6th July! The cakes are kinda toooooo creamy though! x_x We sat in the restaurant for like ten thousand years playing stupid games that can completely screw your mind up (YES I'M GONNA DO THIS TO MY CLASSMATES NEXT TIME BWAHAHAHAHA)

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AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DOROTHY MY DEAR OMG DIDN'T BLOG ON THE DAY OF HER BIRTHDAY (1ST JULY!) SO NEVER REALLY WISH HER A HAPPY BIRTHDAY ON MY BLOG! SO YEA, お誕生日おめでとう!! LOVE HER TTM! ♥

Monte Carlo... and Selena Gomez

2011-07-04T01:27:00.002+08:00

OMG I'M BLOGGING AGAIN HAHAHAHAHA. Not Funny actually ._.

Anyway. Right after my last screwed up paper of the common test, went to watch Monte Carlo at Suntec City Mall with Jiesi, Qiaofen and Jialin! Didn't really want to watch it at first because I don't really like Selena Gomez. OH WAIT WAIT WAIT CHOTTO MATTE KUDASAI! I don't like her, personally, but I have to admit that she's talented, which means I'm NOT bashing her. Chill Selena fans (idek what they're called...) (if they're even reading this or anyone of my friends are secretly or openly infatuated with her). Her songs are nice, I listen to them! (So, chill yea, just voicing out how I feel since this is MY blog, hi)
Oh yea, about Monte Carlo. It's not bad in general. Kinda typical though. I mean, finding somebody famous who looks exactly like you and then pretending that you're that person AND THEN enjoying ~~your~~ that person's life AND THEN getting found out AND THEN the guy who likes you hate being lied to and ran away AND THEN one fine day the both of you meet each other again and decide to get back together. AND THEN (sorry but I just have to add another "AND THEN") HALLELUJAH, HAPPY ENDING! TADAH! You know what I mean, baby.
Despite the movie being typical, it's funny. Yes, thumbs up for it making me laugh like an idiot several times (the awkward moment when you're the only person in the cinema who laughs... okay that's another story) Monte Carlo's a good movie if all you wanna do is to just chill out and laugh and daydream about how your life can be fairytale-ish too. I gotta say I like Selena Gomez's Italian accent (or issit Spanish I can't quite remember it well) - very cool, and maybe sexy hahaha. She pulled off the part for being a spoilt brat quite well! :)
AND. The policemen in the movie are obviously DUMB, no offence. Cordelia called them up to catch Grace and her friends for impersonating her and whatever crime they committed (like, wearing her clothes and using her room?) and they were all chasing her and her friends... oh wait and they heard her sad story in the end and decided not to catch her anymore? HELLO PEOPLE, IMPERSONATION IS A HUGE CRIME. NO WAY ARE YOU GETTING AWAY WITH IT IN THE REAL WORLD. Oh yea, they didn't get caught because it's just a movie. Yea. That's the funniest thing about that movie hahaha.
It's a good thing that Cory Monteith is in the movie too, he's cute! Well, even though he don't really have a huge part to play. Heh.

Read about this somewhere, apparently the ending of this movie was shown in its trailer already? LIKE WHUUUUT, who shows the ending of a movie in its trailer? Doesn't this spoils surprise? Lucky I never watch the trailer before, I went to watch the movie without a single idea what it's gonna be about, yea that's the best way to watch a movie!
Sorry for all the criticism, but the movie isn't crap though. It makes me like Selena a tinsy bitsy more that I even start listening to her songs. For those who wanna watch the movie but haven't... THIS POST IS A HUGE SPOILER FOR YA YOU SHOULDN'T BE READING HAHAHAHA. And those who watched... don't you agree with me :D

and so...

2011-07-03T23:28:00.004+08:00

Oh hi guys. OMG SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING FOR SO LONG - if anyone bother to care about it, that is, heh. Most probably nobody gives a shit, life's busy anyway, who's gonna care that PuiLing never update her lame blog? Well. I DO. HAHAHA. Actually it's something that I want myself to do, blogging constantly helps me to keep track of my life (no matter how effing boring it is :B) It helps me in reflecting my actions, etc too. YES I SHOULD BLOG MORE OFTEN FOR MY OWN GOOD.

ANYWAAAAAAAAYZ. Yes, I'm finally done with common test. Did it, over it, fucked it up and threw it waaay behind at the very back of my mind :) I believe that I had screwed up EVERY single paper - I'm too awesome, tsktsk. Okay I'm actually feeling rather guilty though. I know I could have done better if I bother to give ct a shit and study. Yea I say the same fucking thing everytime. IF ONLY, IF ONLY, IF ONLY. OMG STFU PUILING STOP REPEATING YOUR MISTAKE WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS THINKING "IF ONLY"??? IF YOU CAN SAY IT THEN DO IT LAR STOP BEING SUCH A COWARD AND LIVING LIKE SOME LOUSY SHITASS BITCH.
Sigh. I know I suck and I don't need any other kind souls to inform me about it, heh :)
Sorry for being such a lousy human being.
Sorry for being a lousy daughter.
Sorry for being a lousy sister.
Sorry for being a lousy cousin.
Sorry for being a lousy friend.
Sorry for being a lousy student.
Sorry for being a lousy girlfriend. OH WAIT I DON'T EVEN HAVE A BOYFRIEND HAHAHA ISN'T THIS FUNNY. I MEAN, WHO WANTS A GIRLFRIEND WHO'S RETARDED OH GAWD THIS IS TOO FUNNY I'M TEARING UP FROM LAUGHING NOW. #foreveralone
Sorry for being a lousy... wait idek anymore.
Oh well sorry for being so, lousy. Sorry. :( I just happen to be lousy at every single aspects of my fucking life, happy? 8D Yes, of course you guys should be happy about this, why won't you?
I find it so hard to live up to everyone's standard. Laziness is the only thing that's stopping in living up to expectations. WHADDAFUQ WHY AM I SO LAZINESS? Believe it or not, I'm lazy to an extent so large that it can literally kills every single creature, be it crawling on land, walking on land or swimming in water or flying in the crappy air. Yes I'm THAT lazy. Sorry. Hmmm. No use saying sorry right? "Sorry" kinda lost its meaning, thanks a lot to me who keep repeating it endlessly. But I mean it, yea. Why can't I be a better person? HOW TO BE A BETTER PERSON?

It's a ranting post. Sorry for being so noisy in the middle of the night, yo!
I SERIOUSLY NEED A LECTURE ON HOW NOT TO BE LAZY. AND HOW TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF, BE IT PHYSICALLY OR EMOTIONALLY. SIGH.

MEOW. Gonna update on outings in the following post haha. Shall reply tags soon. Sigh.
Funny, I don't even bother to check on the number of visitors for my blog everyday already. I shouldn't even be focusing on that. I FUCKING BLOG FOR MYSELF, NOT OTHERS, TYVM XD

p.s. sorry for such a vulgar blog post T0T

because we're all the best

2011-06-30T20:37:00.001+08:00

Love 2NE1's mv for I Am The Best! Well it's truly one of the best mvs haha badass girl ftw! Their music videos are always creative and just idk, different. They always have all those coolshit costumes and hairstyle that wow me :) I can't help but keep staring at their shoes (OMG DAMN COOL I LOVE THEIR SHOES *O*) Love the colour of their lipstick too haha it's like a shade of super super pale pink that look almost white but not entirely white :D

Physical geog paper suck today too :D OMG I CAN ONLY BLAME MYSELF FOR NOT STUDYING HARD ENOUGH :(

a photo of me being hardworking (hahaha who am I trying to kid)
And Mandy gave me a hippo kinder bueno from Barcelona. IT'S FREAKING ADORABLE DON'T YOU GUYS AGREEEEEEE? :D It took me lots of courage to eat such a cute thing (I feel like I'm killing some animals nooooooo)

Last paper tomorrow. Physics T-T

there's no easier way

2011-06-29T18:49:00.001+08:00

This pretty much summarise my life. HEH.

I'm soooo regretting not putting in my best effort for my Math paper today, I totally screw it up. Yeah I'm disappointed with myself. Why didn't I study for Math? First time in my entire life I panicked like mad for a Math paper #epicfail My hands were cold and shaking... wait, or maybe the hall's too cold :D OH WELL I'M GONNA FAIL MATH /SLAP SELF
Geog paper tomorrow. Horror awaits me... bye guys :(
Can't wait for CT to be fucking over man!

I WAS STUDYING OMGGG

2011-06-27T23:36:00.004+08:00

First day of school today and I kinda screwed up my econs paper today, BANZAI!
There are two sets of (thick) notes for econs that we have to study, and I only finished the first one the previous night before, because I'm such a slacker that I studied the second note only this morning. Enough time meh? OF COURSE, MY PAPER STARTED AT 1PM IN THE AFTERNOON ONLY MUAHAHAHAHA that's how I ended up going to school at like, 8.30am early in the holy morning when other students are taking their lit paper (I don't take lit D:), just to study at the very last minute for my econs. Like seriously, there's like a bunch of infos that we're required to memorize by heart already and I was ONLY reading the notes for the very effing first time ever this morning. LOL yea I was stoning/daydreaming/sleeping during lectures. Oops you caught me (nope I confessed actually haha)
Yifan joined me at like 9.30am while Weiyan joined at like 10.30am and Jerlin came after that hahaha all last minute study :D But oh well yanz always memorize at this amazing unhumanly speed that I'm just speechless (don't you just hate those kind of people who only need to read through their notes a few times before remembering them by heart already? TSK WEIYANNNNNNNN - you should be honoured that I'm complimenting you on my blog LOL)
Guess last minute doesn't exactly work that well. I couldn't remember most of the contents during the paper #epicfail Plus, I kept repeating my points again and again and again OH GAWDZ ECONS CAN SERIOUSLY SUCK MY ENERGY AWAY MEOWR. I wrote too slow too, couldn't quite finish the paper (uh-oh D:)
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BECAUSE I GOT BORED WHILE STUDYING SO I TAKE TAKING PHOTOS AND CAMWHORED.
YES. STUDYING NEVER FAIL TO MOTIVATE ME TO CAMWHORE, OF COURSE.

LOL MY MOS BURGER UCHIWA ♥

I KNOW I LOOKED RETARDED, TYVM

forever colouring on my sec sch's crest on the exercise book when I'm bored LOL

AND THEN I STARTED DOODLING -.-

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Damn and I spent too much on food today :(

Last but not least, one of my favourite ost from Naruto OMGGGGGGGG *O* (well actually I love them all but this is one of my favourites of the favourites BECAUSE YOU GOTTA LOVE NEJI :D:D:D - but of course, Kakashi is still my ultimate love hohoho)

A smile is the easiest way out of a difficult situation.

2011-06-25T19:53:00.001+08:00

LOL study date with yanz @JRL. A ~~very~~ productive day of us whining about how we dislike econs and complaining about holiday ending soon.
Can't believe that June holiday is actually coming to an end! The first thing we'll face on Monday will be the econs paper, gah I'm so DEAD haven't finish studying and it's Saturday already omg omg omg can I not go back to school? :'( You can call me a coward but blergh I don't care school scares me hahaha I wanna stay home and sleep all day like loser!
Oh wait cancel that. I don't want to be a loser. Can't help it though why am I so unmotivated oh no. :(

私はオタクです!

2011-06-24T20:49:00.005+08:00

Meh. It has been quite a few days since I last visited my blog or post anything because I was busy watching Naruto (oops) - yea I've been neglecting my blog, sorry :( WELL OH WELL I'M HERE TO UPDATE. This post will be dedicated to those animes that I liked in the past and also those that I still like. Yea you can ignore this post if you hate jap stuff (I'll be sad though ya know D:), they aren't in order by the way.
Well maybe I'll post about other stuff within my areas of interest another time, like kpop, mangas, dramas, movies, etc. Heh, I'm obsessed with too much stuff! Blogging about this because I want to update my blog but I don't really have much to blog about - yea yea yea me and my boring life. Blah.

1. D.Gray-man
It's the very, very first anime I watched! (in my memory luh) But woah it feels like ten thousand years ago since I last watched an episode from it... Well I was obsessed with this manga last time and apparently it has the anime version too and I decided to stay up late and watch on the tv. D.Gray-man's the anime before the anime that I wanted to watch, so I had to bear through with its ending song first. Surprisingly I fell in love with the ending song (ED8) and started watching D.Gray-man eventually.
Argh those days when I was staring at Allen, fangirl-ing over him... (remembering the scene when he was topless and doing a perfect one-hand stand on a chair... hehehehe ikr) He's freaking strong and have a sad story too! I love Lenalee (she's pretty!), Lavi (DAMN CUTE LOVE HIS WEAPON), Miranda and Krory :D I was neutral with Kanda though, heh.
Well, because of this show, I know what's akuma in Jap! (LMAO) I even went to memorize the lyrics of its ED8 for its TV version. Stephanie's Changin' is too awesome!

2. Skip Beat
AHHHHH USED TO REALLY LOVE THIS! Well it was on tv so that's how I started watching it. It was freaking funny, a good laugh, really. Those days when I fangirl over Tsuruga Ren *O* (the black hair one, good-looking right!) Okay apparently they're going to have a chinese drama adapted from its manga/anime with Super Junior's Choi Siwon acting as Ren (kinda disappointed because he's not one of my favourites from suju - sorry :X) and Donghae as Sho (YES DONGHAE IS IN IT YES YES YES *fangirl*)

3. Toradora!
THIS. I used to love this anime and still love it now, maybe forever. It's one of my favourite of the favourites! Cried like, a gazillion times thanks to Toradora. How can someone not like Ryuuji? He's my favourite anime guy of alllll. [insert 278349237597439 heart symbols here] He's not bad looking, nice, caring, clean freak (cute ikr!), not too perfect but just good enough :)
If you're looking for a sweet love story (between teenagers, that is) - then this is just what you're looking for! :D MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I'm gonna watch it for the third time soon! ^^

4. Angel Beats!
&THIS. It's a freaking funny anime, meaningful too. Yea oh well I cried a lot for it too. LOLOLOL as you can probably see I love animes that can make me cry. Sad stories that can't make me cry = fail. Because it's about those people who died they all have a sad story. My heart totally broke watching this anime T-T Even though sad, there's tons of funny moments that made me crack up like mad. I can't really remember which episode it was, 8 or 9 or 10 that I watched for like, 8 times or something and cried every single time DX Otonashi is such a great guy! ^^

5. Kaichou wa Maid Sama
Well this is nice too! I got a little freaked out because the main guy character was waaaaay too perfect. Ya know, everytime I watch anime there's bound to be one or two bad things about the characters, but Usui is. too. freaking. perfect. When the girl's in danger, the guy never fail to rescue her. I mean, like what the, this is kinda fake, don't you agree? It's like Usui has some super power and can predict that the girl's gonna be in danger or something. It scares me. Heh. But still, not bad! Actually this is funny too - lol I like animes that can make me laugh :D

6. Katekyo Hitman Reborn!
YAY YAY YAY I'M FINALLY HERE. This gotta be one of my favourite of all times! [insert retarded laughters] It has like 200+ episodes and I was completely obsessed with it last year. I like almost every single character, especially Tsuna, Colonnello (HOT GUY ALERT), Gokudera, Rokudo Mukuro, Xanxus, I-Pin, Spanner, Irie Shoichi, Squalo (OMG LOVE HIS LONG WHITE HAIR), and Bel! ~off in fangirl world~
I love how Tsuna became ultra super freaking strong at the end of the anime, the burning flame is too cool XD Well actually during the time when I was mad about this I keep blogging about it and posting pictures from the anime LOLOLOL. I even downloaded tons of the show's OSTs and songs and listen to them all the time (I was OBSESSED)

7. Fairy Tail
I used to keep watching it, until O'level. I stopped watching it after that and I bet like I have 50+ episodes to catch up with now but I never really try to catch up. Argh I feel so bad :( But never mind, I'm saying this because I'll continue on it one day, soon! Maybe December holidays? :D
Natsu - because of him I stopped thinking that guys with pink hair will look stupid because he looks cute :D Oh wait what am I talking about. Loke's my favourite character! Well he's good-looking and nice but has small parts in the anime #sad Gray's awesome too, I like the fact that he always take his shirt off in random, weird moments (TEEHEE)

8. Ao no exorcist
Knew about this anime because they're using UVERworld's new song as their OP! I was randomly searching for UVERworld's songs and came across the trailer of this anime and soon after I started watching and realized that they use 2PM's Take Off as their ED. COOLSHIT. First time I know who the singer for an anime's OP and ED are!
Rin is Satan's offspring and is super cute - totally worth watching for his cute face! *O* No kidding. I cried at the first episode when his father died too :( If you're paying attention you would have realize that I love animes with fighting, comedy and sad stories that can make me cry. Yea. Romance will be a plus though! :D

9. Naruto
OH GOD I FINALLY REACH NARUTO OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD AHSDJASHJKFHDK (current obsession) Well actually I'm tired already, had typed so much ~~crap~~ for this post oh maaaan. I know, I'm kinda late watching Naruto (no, not Shippuden). People started watching it like a thousand years ago and here I am just started watching it three mere days ago. Heh what am I even talking about. Oh well I'm at episode 100+ now!
SO FUCK YEAH I RULE. Why did I watch it anyway? I was at animecrazy.net and clicked on the popular animes section, apparently Naruto Shippuden's ranked #1, followed by Bleach, One Piece, FullMetal (I almost watch it last year! Oh well there's always a next time I guess) and Katekyo Hitman Reborn! So I was like, why not watch Naruto since it's ranked #1? Well I mean, Shippuden's #1, but to understand it I'll have to watch Naruto first right? So here I am, with 400+ episodes to watch. Meh. Love Naruto, Kakashi (*O*) and Gaara! :D Don't get why so many people fangirl over Sasuke, don't really like him from the first episode :)

YES I'M DONE TYPING. PHEW. Pardon for typos and errors because I was spam-typing LMAO.
★ MAY NOT BE MAKING SENSE IN SOME PARTS TOO LOL

Riding on a jaguar all afternoon

2011-06-20T23:50:00.006+08:00

No you won't understand the title of this post unless you're me or you play... #lame
Wondering how people always have the skill to tie such nice hairstyles while I'm forever stuck with ponytails and simple plaits. I want to be able to tie my hair this way too!

Was organising my motes - didn't realise that there's so much to study for Common Test oh god I'm soooo dead, there's less than one week of holiday left, shit -.- I have like, this whole mountain stack of notes that I don't even remember about that I have to revise on, hooray. Seriously can't wait for the December holiday to come already! :(

Random doodles I did on my notes during GP, now you see just HOW MUCH attention I pay during lessons :)

BANZAI!

2011-06-19T23:13:00.001+08:00

For Susan dear Derpina! ♥

Sorry for taking such a long time to do this for you omg x_x
And thank you Susan for the awesome fansigns!:D

TEEHEE.

Totally wasted today watching drama /creyz

鏡音レンの恥ずかしい話 (eng subbed)

2011-06-18T18:29:00.002+08:00

LOL you guys should this if you're bored and haven't watch it before! I'm just posting this for fun haha 8D Vocaloid talking cracks me up too hehehe. (please hover on the 'up' arrow button on the right and click on the button at the very top to on the annotations if it's not on!)

Cut my fringe today! I look younger now LOL. I'm still considering cutting my long long long hair away, should I have short hair for once? But I'm worried that I'll regret. Still, I can't help but think about chopping my long hair away. HMMMM.

When all the hell break loose

2011-06-18T17:57:00.003+08:00

For once, there won't be any pictures in my post. Heh. I don't know, I'm not really in the mood to blog about all those nicey stuff that makes me seem so happy all the time. Of course everyone have their ups and downs, duh, I'm not always happy. In fact I get mood swings more than often (because I'm too awesome LMAO). Didn't blog for two days just because I was too lazy and my life is just full of boring shits and I'm so sorry that I'm posting this boring shit, so you guys can choose whether to read it or not :)
I have no idea what happened to me the day before. Somehow I just started to panic about my life - it's not like it's the first time the realization of me screwing up my life hits me right in the head. But yea. Argh idek what the hell I'm blabbering about right now. Just trying to get those thoughts that has been in my head swirling round and round for the past few days. I feel like a confused kid. Oh wait. Yea maybe I'm really just a confused KID.
I don't know why, but I always have the habit of putting up with everything first until the pressure is at its maximum and I'll finally explode while everyone else will be like, whutthehell happened to her LOL. I'm such a joke, awesome. Don't really have a place for me to rant too, my blog's not really personal anymore anyway an my tumblr mostly for reblogging, people tend to unfollow you when you rant too much *roll eyes* Oh wait I kinda realize I'm talking crap again. Paragraphing doesn't really matter, I guess, my sentences don't even link, tsk. AND RIGHT NOW I'M PISSED BECAUSE OF MY KEYBOARD ARGH ARGH ARGH I KEEP HAVING TYPOS EVEN THOUGH I'M TYPING PROPERLY. HEY KEYBOARD YOU'RE GETTING ON MY NERVES. I actually spent lots of hell time typing all this bullshit because I have to keep correcting all those typos /sigh
Anyway. I seriously hate seeing people sad. Woah I just make myself sound so *NICE* Of course I'm not nice! Sure, I'm always trying to be there for people who I care about (if you don't matter to me, I won't even be giving a damn to your problems, heh) and I feel satisfied and happy when I managed to cheer people up. BUT sometimes, SOME people just choose to turn a deaf ear to everything I said after I sent them like, thousands of long long looooooong text messages cheering them up. Eh seriously, I DO care, why can't you just listen to what I have to say instead of trying to rebut me everytime? We are not having a debate hello, I'm just trying to help a friend. Some of you seriously piss me off.
Well idk if the people who I'm talking about's gonna read this or not. Like BLAH, stop talking about dying, this is a FUCKING BEAUTIFUL LIFE, you think dying will end everything? Every single obstacle is beautiful and they exist to help you mature and all those shits, not make you die. If these obstacles are causing you to think lightly of your life, then BULLSHIT, YOUR LIFE IS JUST FUCKING BULLSHIT. YOU LIVE FOR YOURSELF, NOT OTHER PEOPLE HELLO. Stop talking about dying, are you really that weak to the extent of wanting to die? I have no idea just what some of you have in your mind, tsk. Even those people who have depression are FIGHTING to live and here you are, willing to give up your life so ever easily? Think again, please.
Sorry for sounding so blunt. Yikes I swear I'm not that scary usually. (yea right LMAO) I'm just being so vulgar-ish and pissed after a long time of pressure. I spend my time helping you guys cheer up, I'm always here for my friends and yet some of you still complain that nobody's ever there for you? HUH LIKE, WHUT AM I THEN? DUST? That thought makes me feel like banging my head on the wall, tsk. Okay luh, unless you seriously don't want to be cheered up, you can always ask me to shut up. If you do, I won't hesitate to leave then. Yes, I'll be there for almost anyone, but the moment you find me irritating, you can tell me freely, I will stop immediately.

And of course, I have my own problem too. I'm still a kid (below 18 :P) HAHAHA OF COURSE I'M STILL A KID. What is love? Idek know anymore. Google dictionary tells me that it's the feeling of a deep romantic or sexual attachment to (someone). http://www.love-sessions.com/whatislove.htm told me that love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true. (no I don't visit this kind of website, I was just randomly googling, LOL) The way the website describe love, it sounds unbelievable and unrealistic. Seriously, does love really exist? Most of us are just too greedy for our own good anyway, will we even dare to love? Maybe we're just too naive.
Love hurts, they said. It hurts, does that mean it's love? Because it's sucking the life out of me. I seriously have no idea anymore. I'm so disgusted. I hate how I can only give other advice, but not when it comes to myself. I never fail to screw up everything, argh.
OH GAWD I SOUND SO CHEESY WTH AM I BLOGGING ANYWAY OMG *hide face in embarrassment*